♥Alaska♥
I wake up to the sound of my alarm clock ringing and I turn it off and groan. Today was the first day of senior year. I don't want to go back. I lay in bed for a couple minutes and get up. I take a shower and put some shorts with a sweater on.I put on my mascara,eyeliner and,my vans. I do my hair, get my bag and, I get my keys. I keep thinking about the guy I met this summer. Once I get to school I walk in and try to avoid as many people as I can until I here this familiar voice. I turn around and see the guy I met this summer. One word Calum.He stops playing around with his friends when his eyes land on me. He started walking toward me and I turned around and started to walk away. When he caught up he put his arm around me.
"Hey Alaska." "Hi." I try not to bring too much attention to me but I hear people whispering to each other and watch us as we stroll down the hall. "Hey, I wanted to know if you want to come and hang out at my place tonight like we did this summer." He winks, I remove his hand and walk away. "No thanks," I say to him as I wave. I head to my first class and he is in it. 'Can this day get any worst' I think to myself.He sits next to me and then he whispers " Did I do something wrong? " I roll my eyes and continue to write down notes. I see my scars starting to slip out of my sleeve and I cover them back up. I hope Calum didn't notice.
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It's lunch, I sit at the table Julia and I sat in freshman year. I start to eat my sandwich but then i stop and look where Julia used to sit and I start to cry. I didn't notice someone was sitting next to me until I heard his voice. " Alaska, are you ok?" Calum asks. I wipe my tears and finish my sandwich. " Yeah I'm fine." I try to hold back my tears but one escapes my eye." Do you want to go somewhere and talk about it?" I think for a minute. I pretend Julia is here 'Come on Alaska who are you kidding you're tots in love with him.' I laugh a little and then I stop pretending go back to reality. " No, I'm fine" I look down. "Ok if you say so." He gets up and walks away. Just like that. I wish I could disappear from this world just like that. The rest of the day goes by quick.
I get into my car and drive home. I open the door to my house to see Calum there. I just stand there. Watching him talking to my mom and my dad. " Oh Hey Kiddo," my dad says, "look who stopped by; Calum did!" "Dad I see thanks for pointing out the obvious." I roll my eyes. Calum gets up he looks so cute in his NASA shirt and black skinny jeans. I walk up stairs and motion him to come up. He follows behind me and i shut the door behind us as we enter my room. " Why the hell are you here?" " I thought we could hang out catch up." He looks down. "Look I'm sorry for being a bitch and all but I'm just not in the mood." I look at him and stare into his eyes. I open the door to my balcony and just stand there looking at my neighborhood.Calum comes behind me he mumbles something but I didn't here later he leaves and I get ready to go to sleep until I get a text from Calum.
~;Cal:Night Love;~
I roll my eyes and reply with a smile plastered on my face. ~: Night. :~
