hi
uh little vent
its
not good
so dont read it
spare ur eyes
i just need a place to let everything out once in a while
this is why its a rant book
im literally rambling about how its a rant book and u shouldnt read my rant
this is already a mess
ok so literally everything fucking sUcks
so hi
my lifes a mess
my grades are going downhill and i literally have a new. attitude on something? and its something im nOt going to share lmao its not good
like its terrible
i shouldnt think these ThiNgS but i cant not?
i was doing fine for a while
but now everything is crumbling
and i feel like such a burden to the point where i try to talk as little as possible to people i enjoy talking to and people that make me happy
i feel like the only people who make me happy hate me
and the fucking sucks!! so much!!
the only people i really go to for help or advice probably hate me
so thats why im ranting here
because no one has to read this
or help me
its not making anyone do anything
i feel less of a burden when i rant here
and i just
feel like shit
yknow
but the thing is
i try to act fine
when im not
and i do it soO often
and my mom told me "get some sleep." and yknow what i did
i started cRyIng????
i was doing my homework and she was being genuine and literally just wants me to be ok and healthy
and i cried???? because apparently people asking me how i am or telling me gOOd things breaks me?? i just
i dont know
nothing feels right
