When you look at me what do you see? I think people see a somewhat normal girl who is someone who is true to herself and is nice to everyone know matter how annoying they might be. But what they don’t know is what is going on inside. On the inside is just massive chaos and sometimes I can’t handle it so I try to block it from the outside. It works sometimes and other times I just can’t do anything about it. The fact that I’m still in public places without guides and a strait jacket surprises me. Sometimes when the chaos gets out I see it. It’s not a pretty sight to say the least. All I see is darkness, most of the time there is blood. I see teachers and students who I don’t like smeared across the room. Everyone that I kept alive is huddled in a corner begging for their lives. I walk over shaking like a little girl and ask that they all play with me. Nobody moves and I look at them...I usually gain control of my thoughts by then and just stop. I don’t want to see what happens but I’m pretty sure I already know. After I see that I feel so sorry for thinking the thoughts. I think to myself that I just can’t help it, but I know its how my brain works. So now, when you look at me, what do you see??
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MY THOUGHTS DURING THE DAY ^-^
Randomthing that i really truly think of. I give a warning for whoever wants to read this, some of the things I put in hear are a little disturbing . if you don't mind it then OK have fun reading.
