I really want it to tell Nick that I My self still can't believe what happened yesterday, though i liked it but it didnt felt right..something odd was going on, when our lips met it was like the sky 'pure and clean' but without the Stars to shine out of 'Passion'.
My thoughts couldn't last for a long time because i had to prove and explain to him that i was forced, kyle didnt took a moment to look me in the eyes and say 'May I kiss you?' i know its a little old fachion and slow but that was something abvious in me the way i'm dressed the way i do my hair, my make up...everything was simple in me but in a sexy cute way. There's nothing wrong if i want it the man to bend over just to say hi ! there's nothing wrong if i want him to write me a love letter.
(The deejay switched the song to Skinny love-birdy)
'i know that thats what you saw yesterday .. but .. I s-w-e-a..'
i couldnt continue Cause his green eyes Reached my face so close that our skins felt a soft pressure accompagnied With the sound of our breath, then Nick whisprered :
'I know how you feel now, we dont need yesterday'
He held my hand so tight and kissed it, My cheeks blushed and i didnt tried to hide it cause i was so busy appericiating everything god blessed me with.
I then spoke with confident :
'You know tonight my grandparents will leave for 2 days .. I'll be alone, you wanna come over ? We can watch tv or do fun stuff ,You know !'
'Sure , But ame we'll be like really just the both of us ? No june Or jeremy? Or even KYLE?' he asked with a devilish smile.
'Yeaa But if you want me to Call .. t-h-e-m .. '
before i continue he Quickly inturrepted me Saying :
'NO,NO I MEAN NO !'
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Later that evening
So let me check the food is ordered , the tv's On , The Windows let the smell of the salty beach hangout in every hallway and every room , The perfect light , My colorful mini dress make my hips and legs look Sexy but not vulgar , The white vans add a bit of shining to my natural tan , My hair was taking a wavy fluffy shape , and absolutly No make up, I want it to be natural Because thats hwo i was with Nick ..
wait, wait, wait .. something is missing !
'MUUUUUUSIIIIIC' i yelled as i ran to my laptop to choose the following playlist :
but i wondered for not a spread time if i want it a romantic music "a calming one" Or "a dirty One" to Break the awkward silent all night.
My first choice was "I WILL WAIT-mumford and sons" as i began to pick up other songs wondering about my next choice, i heard someone knocking on the door,i went straight ahead to the Mirror checking out every simple detail and i added a bit of perfume 'Chanel N°5'.
it didnt took me so long until i saw those green eyes again and this time i was so attracted to him i couldn't keep my eyes off him ... i needed Nick I WANT HIM !
'A-A-M-E , OH MY GOD you look Beautiful' Nick said with his eyes still stuck on me.
'Shuuut up and get in' i said with mockery
'am i suppose to watch Teen mom on Mtv with you?' he giggled!
'You and your bad jokes, Pepsi or Coke ?' i asked him as i went to the kitchen.
i waited for his answer but i didn't heard his voice, the funny thing is that i felt someone grabbing me from the back squeezing me and holding me tight and whispering 'I want you and i don't want to waste any second without you close to me' i smiled because we shared the same thought from the moment he knocked on the door i kept thinking about how this moment will be! i tried to turn slowly but i couldn't move.
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With love xoxo.
