it hurts
the fact
that i did that.
why did i hug him.
if i'm with felix.
hugs can turn into cuddles
but people can take things
too far.
seungmin kissed felix.
we were about to leave hospital,
when i saw felix and seungmin
together.
i grabbed jisung's hand
and ran to my house.
we didn't need them,
we didn't need anyone.
if anything
felix was better off without me
without an angry jisung
but with someone like seungmin.
when we got home
i took jisung to my room
and immediately hugged him
and never let go.
and eventually cried.
jisung comforted me
and cried with me
and then i realised.
i still loved jisung.
his smile
his eyes
his fluffy hair
his adorable pout
his squirrel face.
everything.
so i kissed him.
he kissed back
and there were butterflies
in my stomach.
i felt like i was flying.
like an electric shock
but the good kind.
jisung decided to sleep over
and i gave him one of my hoodies.
that was the best moment of my life.
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