𝗖𝗨𝗗𝗗𝗟𝗘𝗦 | 𝗵𝘆𝘂𝗻𝘀𝘂𝗻𝗴

iii

felix came up to me today

he told me

about rumours

that people actually think

jisung is cheating

on him

using me.

which makes me sick

because he doesn't deserve

this disrespect.

the thoughts people have on him

are wrong

and felix doesn't even know

what happens to him

when he's not arround.

he doesn't know

what jisung does everynight

alone in his bed

thinking he's all alone

on a cold bed

with no one to have.

which makes me even more upset

that he has to smile

for fake snakes

who can't even sense sadness

and be cruel

no matter what.

felix believes all those rumours

when he needs to trust his boyfriend

when he needs him the most

when he gets upset

when people bully him

but why hurt this innocent squirrel

who feels alone

with no one by his side

no one to talk to.

i said hi to him

and gave him a hug

and he ran outside

and cried

while i hugged him

but he didn't care

he hugged me back

i was there for him

he just didn't know it yet.

it makes me cry

that he ignored me

that my friends are too busy

that we both have no one

and that he doesn't know

that felix

has someone else

in his heart.

which makes me go crazy.

because now jisung acknowledges me

but doesn't know

that that someone

is me...