𝗖𝗨𝗗𝗗𝗟𝗘𝗦 | 𝗵𝘆𝘂𝗻𝘀𝘂𝗻𝗴

vi

it wasn't easy

picking the guy

i wanted

but i learned to love felix

but today

something was different.

we were put into groups of 6.

me, felix, minho, jeongin...

seungmin and jisung.

we were doing a dancing project

and then they decided to add

3 more people.

chan, changbin and woojin.

but something was different.

i just remembered that

felix had never met

jeongin or seungmin.

and for some reason

when felix and

seungmin

or

jeongin

got close

i wasn't jealous.

minho, however was.

he wanted his boyfriend back and

quietly pulled him back

to talk about their dance moves

and what they could improve

or add in.

jisung didn't mind seungmin

with felix

but with a dead face

he came up to me

asking for help on his dance.

this project wasn't small.

it was for the big showcase.

where everyone in our

school dressed up

in beautiful outfits

and flashy suits

with make up

and dyed hair.

jisung asked me for help

on what kind of choreo

we were doing.

as a group of nine

it wasn't easy to find a song

that fit a suitable concept

we all liked.

felix suggested twice.

maybe a song like....

yes or yes¿

we came to the conclusion

of dancing to move

(i actually want to see this)

by taemin 'sunbaenim'

(i had to, sorry mingyu)

we were picking mains

and voting if we should

choose a main

or just take turns.

when seungmin and minho

suggested that i

should be main dancer.

felix said that we should dance as

a couple duet

and everyone takes turns as solos

and we do our own duet.

i couldn't focus.

usually, the spotlight wouldn't

be on me

and i felt pressured.

jisung still looked lifeless

felix had hope in his eyes

but they were soon filled wih concern

as i started sweating

my eyelids became heavy

then i fainted.