She had been through so much
I knew she could take it
The pain
The suffering
The heartaches
But did I want her to?
I told her when she joined up with me that she would have to take care of herself
But it never mattered
Because every time she needed me
I was there
However now
The look in her eyes of constant guilt
Grief
And
Horror
Was just starting to eat at me
Could I stop this?
This pain and loneliness I knew all too well she was feeling
After all we were one and the same
Both monsters under our skins
I never wanted to see her that way
And
I knew she wasn't the monster that I was
But
When that side of her came out
That world breaker
I
Felt
Fear
....
But not fear that I would never be able to win
But fear of losing her to that side forever
My hatred kept me a monster for so long until finally I let it go
Fear is altogether a different enemy
....
Fear never really goes away
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Skulduggery Pleasant One-Shots
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