Chapter One

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Nicki POV

"Shhh, it's okay sweet pea

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"Shhh, it's okay sweet pea. Mommy's here," I pacified my baby as we walked out of the building.
"Do you need any help Ms. Maraj?" The security guard, Pharaoh asked as I held Kobe in his carrier. I saw the many flashes and I just knew that there'd be pictures and speculations going on in minutes.
"I'm okay Phar. Can you make sure the doors are unlocked, and Robyn gets out here safely with my daughter," I said.  He made sure the other security guard was guarding Kobe & I before jogging ahead to open the door for us. I quickly, yet carefully, slid her in and scooted in myself. After we'd settled, he went back for Robyn and Tori. I waited until Robyn and Tori Climbed In after me. They were trailing behind because Tori threw a tantrum.
"I'm sorry for throwing a tantrum mommy. It won't happen again," she apologized as Robyn buckled her in.

"It's okay baba, I just need you to understand that Kobe is still tiny and needs a lot of attention

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"It's okay baba, I just need you to understand that Kobe is still tiny and needs a lot of attention. That doesn't mean mommy loves you any less," I said pecking her little lips. Robyn scoffed at me spoiling her but I couldn't help it. Tori was my first born and my first look at having a baby. She was the only kid I've ever though I could tolerate, that's until I had Kobe of course. Only difference between my babies where there sperm donors. Tori's Sperm donor was anonymous, from a sperm bank.Kobe's moth- well sperm donor is dead. She passed before she could even meet him.
"You needa stop spoiling her Nika, that's why she threw tha little tantrum," she said as I shrugged and got comfortable. We had a long ride ahead of us. We're we're driving home to Houston from New Orleans. Mardi Gras was over and we were ready to be home with our family.
"Did they put Tori's unicorn in the back?" I asked Robyn. She nodded and layed against the window beginning to fall asleep. Soon, everyone except for Pharaoh and Salem who were in the front seats. I began to scroll through Instagram to hopefully subside my boredom. I ran across this picture on my timeline of this beautiful women she looked an awful lot like Gianna, but different.

 I ran across this picture on my timeline of this beautiful women she looked an awful lot like Gianna, but different

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bianka looking in the mirror won't show your true reflection

I was GAWKING at this women. She almost reminded me of Gianna. The way her dress dipped right above her ass gave little to imagine and A lot to see. She was breathtaking. I chuckled and like her picture before logging off. I already knew my barbz would catch it and go into a frenzy. I looked over at Kobe, who was starting up and me with his little pacifier in his mouth.
"Hi Papas. Are you less cranky now?" I cooed at him as he reached up to grab my hair. I giggled and kiss his cheek. He was now 5 and a half months and doing a whole lot for his age.
"Ah ah, let go of mommy's hair boy," I said blowing on his cheek. He shrieked our a giggle cause my to awe at him. My little creation. I shed a tear thinking about how Gianna would never get to meet her son. I mumbled a lullaby to him and soon after he fell asleep, I followed suit.

————"Nika, wake up chile," I heard an All too familiar voice call to me as my body was shaken

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"Nika, wake up chile," I heard an All too familiar voice call to me as my body was shaken. Imma eyes fluttered open and landed on my queen.
"Hey mama," I said stretching. I noticed Kobe wasn't in his car seat anymore which startled me.
"Where's Kobe ma?" She chuckled and ushered me to get out the car.
"Robyn took him inside to change him. Hurry on so these gentlemen can get home to their families," I nodded and climbed out the truck and waved to Pharaoh & Salem As they pulled off. We walked in the house and I was immediately attacked by many children. Tori, my niece Koi, and Kobe's cousin Blue. I have no clue who Blue's parent is, but I know she's always left with mama Tina so I look after her sometimes.
"Can we go to the park Nika?" I sighed not wanting to let them down. They didn't quite understand that Robyn and I were famous and it tends to screw up family time a lot. I texted Pharaoh to see if he was busy but he knew me all to well and was waiting in the driveway.
"Uh sure blueblue, let me grab papa bear's stroller and we can head out," The three of them cheered as they threw on shoes and waited for me to pack up Kobe's things and his stroller. After he was packed up, I grabbed Blue, Tori, and Koi, helping them into the car.
"Nika, my mommy's finally home. Did nana tell you?" She asked as I shook my head.
"No she didn't. Are you happy?" I asked trying to get her to spill the tea.
"Yes! I missed her so so much. Her was working for the army peoples so that why her was gone," i nodded and thought it was so cute that Blue was proud of her mother.
"That's great sweetheart," she went on.
"Yup my mommy said her wants to meet you too," I figured since to her I was some woman who always had her kid.
"Okay, where is mommy right now?"
"At Solo's House. Her look just like TiTi Gianna," my heart stopped when she said that. God it had been forever since someone actually said Gi's name out loud.
"I miss Gigi mommy. Can we go see her instead of the park," Tori asked as Blue and Koi agreed.
"I guess so. Phar, can you head to Forest Lawn. I'm taking the kids to see Gianna ," he nodded and changed directions.
"Mommy," Tori called out.
"Yes Pooh?"
"Can Blue and Koi stay the night?" I shook my head.
"Not tonight Tori. You and Renzo spending the night with Uncle Caiah and Nana," she pouted and I already knew I was finna deal with a whiny six year old all day.
"Victoria Serenity. Fix your face," I simply said. Than Kobe started to whine.
"Papa what's the matter?" I said trying to calm him down but he was extra fussy. I noticed we'd pulled up to the Cemetery Gianna was Buried at. Now it makes sense. Whenever we came here he was always fussy. Almost as if he knew where we were.
"Okay baby. Where gonna see mama now," I said as I unbuckled him and had the girls get out. I saw her grave site and a single tear fell.
"Go on, go talk to her," I told Tori as she held a tight grip on my hand.
"No. I don't wanna talk to Gianna while she's dead. I want her here!"
"Oh Tori. Gianna's in a better place, she's sleeping with God right now. Talk to her and bet you'll feel better mamas," She let go hesitantly and walked to the grave where Blue and Koi were already sitting.
"Hey Gi. It's been about ten months. Tor misses you so so much, and Rob is torn without her other half. We really miss you Gianna . If only you could see how papa is reaching for you. He knows his mommy is always with him," I said as I wipe a stray tear. I pecked the top of her grave and looked at the kids.
"Are you guys down talking to Gigi?" I asked Blue nodded and so did Koi. Tori sighed and kissed Gianna's grave before standing up and dusting off her dress.
"I'm ready mommy," I carried Kobe to the car as the girls raced and Pharaoh Came around to help them in.
"Hi uncle Phar," the girls said in unison as he smiled. The only time this man ever smiled was for the girls🙄😂.
"Hey princesses. Nic you need help?" I shook my head, buckling Kobe up and climbing in after him. I miss you Gianna Knowles. Forever my love.

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A'jah 💋

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