Afraid of You (LEETEUK&KANG SORA FANFIC)

6: THE PAST.1

   

“Go” I'm under the spell of a serious Flame. Bwisit naman talaga. When I'm on my way to where the winner is standing, naugat ako sa kinatatayuan ko.

   

   

“Love!” yelled the racer and hugged the crazy girl that running towards him. Damn, what's the meaning of this?

  

Napalingon ako kay Flame and he just gave me his serious look that anyone should follow. Damn you Flame! Pinilit kong kumalma, pero fuck.

  

Did that guy just kissed that crazy girl? From her forehead... Lunok... Then to the tip of her nose... Lunok... Then to her right and left cheeks! And that crazy girl is just smiling all the way! Para saan pa 'yung sinasabi nya sakin na, it's time to love me. Damn her!

  

Bago ko pa man makita ang susunod na hahalikan ng lalaki sa parte ng mukha ng baliw na babaeng 'yon, I turned my back. Pero kapag minamalas ka nga naman oh!

  

“Fine! Autograph session.” nakatapat sa mukha ko ang phone na hawak ni Flame habang nirereplay yung sinabi ko kanina.

  

“Bro, maybe next time will do.” cold na sabi ko sakanya.

  

He's still wearing that serious face. “Are you jealous?” napakunot ang noo ko.

  

“No! Why would I get jealous, I'm not! The hell I'd never!” giit ko sakanya. Napangisi sya.

  

“If you're trully not, then do the autograph session.” fuck that session. “Fine! May I have the pen and the paper?” ngumiti sya, yung tunay na ngiti. A triumphant smile. Naisahan ako ng gagong 'to.

  

Pagkabigay nya sakin ng kailangan ko, may pahabol pa na lalong nagpabwisit sakin. “Goodluck, bro!” tumalikod na ako sakanya at ang sakit sa mata ng nakikita ko. The guy holds the crazy girl hand and they're laughing at each other like there's no other people around them.

  

I composed myself and wear my infamous poker face, scratch that, king of coldness face.

  

Nang makarating ako sa harapan nila, wala pa din silang napapansin at nagsalita pa ang lalaki. “Diba Love? I told you so, I'm the best racer here.” sabay tawa ng baliw na babae. Best racer your ass! Try me then eat your words, even if you looks older than me, I'm aware that I'll win over you.

  

Tumikhim ako at napatingin silang pareho sakin. The crazy girl's eyes were widened and her jaw dropped at the moment she saw me standing in front of her. I look intently to her, waiting for what would be her reaction.

  

“A-Auster??” Wow, now she's calling me by my real name. Cold Auster. Cold.

   

“Love, do you know him?” she looks so hesitant. I smirked at the back of my mind.

  

“No, I don't know her.” her jaw dropped again. Napakunot naman ang noo ng lalaki.

  

“I'm just here to congratulate you, and if you don't mind, can you give me an autograph? My friend is one of your biggest fan.” nawala na ang kunot sa noo ng lalaki at ngumiti when I handed to him the pen and the paper.

  

“See Love? I have a lot of fans out there.” tangina, sarap sapakin ng mukha ng gagong 'to. Ang yabang lang. Nung mapatingin naman ako sa baliw na babae, nakayuko lang sya and she's biting her nails.

  

“Here” sabay abot sakin ng gagong lalaki nung papel at pen. “Thanks” then I glanced once again to that crazy girl just to see that she's still biting her nails, head's down.

  

“No problem. Hey Love, you're tensed? Why? Stop biting your nails.” saway ng lalaki sakanya. Umiling ang baliw na babae, then the guy raised her chin up. Ang sakit sa mata ng eksena na 'to, nakakasuka. Tumalikod na ako at bago pa man ako tuluyang makalayo,

  

“Don't get tensed, Love I'm here. Tsk, you want icecream?” lakad, lakad, “Yes! I want vanilla flavor!” biglang naging masigla ang tono ng baliw na babae, I can imagine that she's smiling from ear to ear and it's irritating.

  

Humalakhak ang lalaki, “You're so cute Love. That's why I so much love you.” humalakhak ang babae. “I love you too!” shit, what was that? They exchanged I love you's and I'm near to vomiting. I fastened my walk and I can feel that my heart is pinching a little bit.

  

Nang nakarating ako sa kwarto kung nasaan si Flame, inihagis ko sakanya ang papel at pen. “Whoa! Easy bro! What happened?” natatawang tanong nya.

  

“That crazy girl, she called me by my name. They exchanged I love you's and it's so absurd! She's really crazy for saying to me that she'll meet my standards and she'll make me believe in love while the fucking truth is she already have a boyfriend.”

  

Pinagloloko lang ako ng baliw na babaeng 'yon at magbabayad sya sakin! Humalakhak ng todo si Flame na nakapagpalingon sakin sakanya.

  

“You're not jealous right?” tanong nya. “Hell not!” I answered but he laughed his ass out again. “You are not jealous yet you're so mad and your face was so red, speaking of Red, I love her just to remind you.” Isa pa tong baliw, ang sarap sapukin. Pero ano daw? Namumula ako sa galit?

  

“I'm not fucking jealous! I'm just mad cuz that crazy girl is a two timer.” tawa pa din sya ng tawa. “Two timer? Bakit? Boyfriend ka ba? Umamin na kasi, selos ka lang.” sabay halakhak nanaman nya.

  

“Dammit but I'm not. Isa pa Flame, tatamaan ka na sakin.” that's a warning. He raised his two hands to surrender but he can't suppress his laughter. Tumalikod na ako bago pa ako makasapak ng baliw na kaibigan.

  

But before I could went out of the room, I heard him said this in his serious tone..

  

“You love her bro, you just can't accept that you do. That's the thing about love, you'll find it's importance when it was already elapsed from your abnegation clutching.” then he passed on me leaving me in that room,

  

“Damn, how dare he? I'm flummoxed.”