family not by blood

Part 1

They were finally sending me out again. It had been months of being trapped in this small cell. They haven't sent me out since my partner had been taken. My partner, you ask, is the winter solider or Bucky Barnes. Throughout the years after my transfer to hydra we worked together on 100s of missions. Why me, because for some god forsaken reason every time he was brainwashed, he'd remember me. The mission he was taken on, kill director of shield Nick Fury. Why was I not there to stop it? Because I had my own mission. Retrieve or kill the black widow. Her red fiery hair engraved in my memories followed by the weeklong beating I received when I returned from the failed mission. She was fast and well trained, but I also held back the raging in both my head and heart that it wasn't right to kill the women. After finding consciousness from the beatings, I went back to training preparing for my brothers return. The morning they announced his capture by shield I didn't know if I wanted to rip the world apart to get him back or pray that they allow him to live his life.

I remember the first time bucky opened up to me about some of his memories, what we didn't let the guards know is that if they left the mindwipe too long he'd remember his past. Steve, the howling commandos, the war, and everything hydra put him through. Each time he forgot id try and remind him, give him back something they took. I knew that he'd been taken by the avengers that he was hopefully safe back at Steve's side. I knew that he'd be with the red head that I fought months ago. He was hopefully free to live the rest of his long life in peace. But in a world with hydra peace doesn't last long as a manila folder with my next mission lands in front of me. Mission for Bloodmoon: collect winter solider from avenger's tower and eliminate anyone to stand in my way. I hated that name, Bloodmoon, the name people feared just as much as the winter solider. Hydra has a thing for code names that are a little too on the noise.

I should finally tell you what they did to me right. Well, my life originally wasn't even ruined from hydra it was ruined by another Russian organisation, the red room. A place that kidnaps young girls and turns them into weapons. That's where my training began. Where my life changed twice. Once when I was ripped away from reality and the second when I met her and her little sister. I was amazed by her strength, that she wanted to protect her sister at any cost. Her name was Natalia and we became fast friend and faster partners of mass destruction. She was my only friend and person I trusted then I was shipped away on my 18th birthday. That's where my hydra hell started. As soon as stepped foot into the facility I was thrown into a lab being injected with red liquid that felt like it was burning from the inside out. This went on for week with nothing but pain. I could tell they were getting frustrated as the liquids started to change, red went to blue to purple and then the beatings and training, where I meet bucky. I could hold my own with the winter solider but only for so long. Then it happened. One training bucky hadn't held back. Hit me to the floor in one hit. I snapped finally sick of getting beat down. There in the training room a transformed, bones snapping, my training uniform shredding as a grow. 2 legs turned to 4 and my vision went red. You know your someone's nightmare when the winter solider looks scared. I had turned into a massive wolf. Black fur coated my body, and I stood eye level with the man across from me. His head bowed as I looked at him. I was the alpha and he had become my pack another reason hydra didn't separate use. They were just as scared of me.

hello everyone! so I randomly reread this story and realised how bad the timeline was and the writing in general so made a few changes and hope everyone like the upgraded story