Supernatural Imagines

All Because You Lied (Sam x Reader)

Major spoilers for season 10, if you're not that far in the series please don't read! :) 

Sammy and I had been fighting a lot lately. We're both stressed out about Dean and he's been taking extreme measures lately. Sam kept the Book Of The Damned, hired Rowena and Charlie to translate it, and doing it all behind Dean's back. Not to mention the Styne family, things were getting complex and very dangerous. 

I was tired of hiding this all from Dean and I knew things were going to turn sour eventually, that's always what secrets costed you. That's been the root of the fights between Sam and me, the lying and the secrets. I know he was doing all this to save Dean, but I thought things were beginning to cross a line. My fears were confirmed yesterday when all this cost Charlie, my best friend, her life. Losing her was what led to the screaming match between Sam and I at the bunker.

"God damn you Sam! She was my best friend, I told you keeping all these secrets was gonna backfire. You never listen, Sam. Everyone tried to warn you! Cas, Charlie, me, we all told you not to do this behind Dean's back." I couldn't control my yelling at this point, I loved him but I was grieving and seeing red at the same time. 

"You're really going to blame this on me (Y/N), you know I was just trying to do the right thing and keep everyone safe!," Sam yelled. "No Sam, you were trying to keep Dean safe! We all told you doing things this way was a terrible idea and now Charlie is dead."

Tears began swiftly making their way down my face and I turned away from Sam when he let out a sob of pure frustration. "(Y/N) don't you dare walk away from me right now!" "I'm sorry," I whispered before going to my room in the bunker.

I laid down in my room and cried my eyes out for a good hour before I heard a knock at my door. "Go away Sam I don't wanna talk about anything yet." "It's actually the more handsome one, (Y/N.) Can I please come see you for a minute?," Dean questioned through the door.

I let the smallest smile flash across my face briefly before I got up to let him in. He had tears running down his face when I opened the door and I reached up to hug him. "Dean I'm so sorry that we all went behind your back about this. Sam was just trying to do the right thing. I tried to stop him I knew things were going to go wrong but he-" Dean interrupted my rambling and put a comforting hand on my shoulder. "(Y/N) I understand, it's okay. Speaking of Sam though that's why I came in here, you should go talk with him. He's upset. You love birds need to be there for each other right now, how many times do I have to tell y 'all you're better together than apart." That brought a stop to my tears I did love Sam but I was incredibly upset and angry, I'm sure he was too. I opened my mouth to argue but Dean cut me off. 

"Nope sweetheart go see him. I know you're both angry and emotional right now but that's exactly why you need to go talk. Plus, you know me I'm gonna kick his ass later. Just trust me and go talk with him," Dean smiled and began getting up to walk out of my room. "Dean wait," I called and he turned around. I just jumped up and hugged him letting the last of my tears out. "Thank you, Dean. I love you," I whispered. "I know," Dean spoke and patted my back. 

"Now go on you've got a wild moose upstairs and you're the certified moose tamer around here." I looked up at Dean's eyes and laughed before making my way up to go see that stupid, stupid man that I loved ever so dearly. 

As I made my way closer to Sam's door I realized Dean was right, he needed to be with someone right now. I heard loud cries and screams mixed with the occasional boom sound that echoed when his fist collided with something. I was just reaching out for the door when I barely heard him whisper Cas's, Charlie's, and my name. It sounded like desperate pleas for forgiveness and him apologizing profusely. When I finally opened the door the sight broke my heart. Sam was sitting on the floor with his knees curled up toward his chest, he was crying so hard he was shaking slightly. He was also holding a picture frame that caught my eye.

It was a picture of Charlie and I dancing outside in the snow. Sam had taken the picture and I framed it, putting it on the table next to my bed.

"Sam baby I'm so sorry," I cried and fell down on the floor next to him. As if on instinct his arms wrapped tightly around me and pulled me as close as physically possible. "No (Y/N) you're such a sweetheart why are you apologizing? The only reason this happened was because I went against everyone's warnings and lied. I'm sorry," Sam whimpered and handed me the picture of Charlie and I. I just looked at it and let myself cry, reminiscing all the old memories while Sam comforted me. "Charlie," I whispered as I set the picture down and turned back around cuddling closer to Sam. 

Even if I was still angry with him I was so tired mentally and physically and as Dean said, Sam and I are better together than apart. That sense of comfort never disappeared, no matter the level of anger. 

I yawned and Sam ran his hand through my hair. "Alright come on upsie daisie let's go lay down," Sam whispered and tightened his grip so he could pick me up. After Sam got me settled in he got in next to me and pulled the blanket up over us. Sam laid down on his back, wrapping one arm around my waist and guiding my head down to his neck with the other hand. That's when my last wave of tears came flooding down and Sam did what he could to soothe me and attempt to get me settled down. 

The last of my anger came through and I punched Sam's chest a few times, hard enough to get my frustrations out but not hard enough to really hurt him. "Sammy why didn't you listen to me?!"

"Shhh I know baby, I know. I'm so sorry," Sam just laid there happily letting me take my anger out on him. I calmed down a few minutes later and tried to say sorry. "Sam I'm sorry I don't kno-" "Don't say sorry I deserved that, you didn't hurt me." Sam leaned down and kissed my forehead and starting massaging my shoulder, an attempt to get me to sleep.

My eyelids started to get heavy and Sam said my name softly. "Yeah Sammy," I yawned and looked up at his eyes. As soon as I lifted my head up he leaned down and kissed me. "I love you my snowflake," Sam whispered when we broke apart. "I love you Sam," I mumbled before I fell asleep. 

The next morning we all woke up early and had a proper hunters funeral for Charlie. Sam and Dean spoke first each just saying how sorry they were and asking for her forgiveness. Then I went up and talked to her for a minute promising that I would keep the boys in check and 'kick it in the ass' as we all used to say. "Arrivederci bitch," I whimpered and dropped a copy of the Lord Of The Rings books letting them burn with her.

Sam came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my middle, resting his chin on top of my head. After a minute or so brought his head around and placed and gentle kiss on my cheek and took me away from Charlie's body and back inside. 

A few weeks passed before I allowed myself to believe that things were going to be okay without her. 

A/N: This is one of my all time favorites that I've ever written, hope you enjoyed!