Loved You First (One Direction)

Ch. 21

Jen's POV:

Watching my body laying there on the ground is one of the things I never thought I would ever witness.

I must be dead if I am seeing this right now

but I was told wrong,

"She is still breathing! We have to get her to the hospital fast!" said the man from beside my body.

How is this possible? If I am not dead and I am not alive then, what am I?

I saw them quickly take my body to the ambulance and all I could do was follow. I turned to look at Liam who was just standing there with pain on his eyes and a little bit of hope. A paramedic walked up to him and said something that I couldn't hear because I was already inside the ambulance but he shook his head and the paramedic just nodded and ran to the ambulance and in seconds we were off to the hospital.

There was two paramedics so there wasn't much room for me to sit so I just stood by my head, suddenly everything went into chaos.

"Her heart is slowing down, she is going into Cardiac arrest!!" a paramedic said to the other one and one of them started to do CPR on me in seconds. Everything was happening so fast that it was so hard for me to take all in.

Luckily we were at the hospital and they took me out and rushed me inside. I ran after them but lost them half way. I was too scared to continue looking for myself, too scared that I wouldn't make it.

I was going to start walking back to the entrance when I felt someone pass through me, I looked to see who it was and it was Liam running towards the elevator so I followed him.

The elevator took too long so he went and took the stairs, I followed up the stairs only a few steps away and watched him go towards the lady at the desk, I walked up closer so I could hear but they didn't tell him much only that they were working on me.

Liam nodded and walked towards the waiting area and sat there, I sat beside him but he couldn't see me, he pulled out his phone and started to call someone. Who ever it was answered after the second ring and immediately I could recognise the voice, it was my sister.

He told her everything and I could hear her cry, that broke my heart. I never liked hearing or seeing my sister cry and I couldn't do anything to calm her down.

After a few seconds he hanged up because she was on her way with my parents. Liam started to dial another number, tears were rolling down his cheek but he was trying to be strong. The person on the other line answered and I could tell it was Zayn.

I really missed that voice. Even though it has only been a few hours, it felt like days.

The moment Zayn spoke, Liam broke down. I placed my hand on Liam's shoulder but it passed straight through. I wanted to comfort him and tell him I am here but he cant feel me or hear me. A few tears rolled down my cheeks just watching Liam talk to Zayn.

I know we haven't know each other for long and I hated them in the beginning but we all kind off just clicked together, we had our little fights but we learned to care about each other in just a few days, it feels like I have known them for years and I think they feel the same.

My thoughts were interrupted by Liam placing his head on his hands. It was really heart breaking to see him this way, it really was.

My parents and my sister came after a few minutes and Liam tried to update them with what happen and what the lady in the front said. A doctor called them after a few minutes, I followed but I was scared at the same time about what the doctor is going to say.

I listened carefully as the doctor spoke but the one word that stood out to me really scared me...

Coma.

I was in a coma...

The word gave me a little hope but it also frightened me. I could wake up but it could take days, weeks, months or even years or I could die.

I followed my parents and the doctor who was taking them to me...well my body, I noticed that Liam wasn't following but I guess he just wanted to give them space or he was waiting for the other boys.

My parents and the doctor stopped in front of a room and walked in, I stopped not wanting to walk in the room and see myself laying on a bed half alive.

I am not ready for this.

I leaned against the wall beside the door that lead to the room my body was in and slid down so that I was sitting on the floor with my knees against my chest. I placed my head on my hands and tried to relax and try to convince myself this is a dream. A nightmare that I could not wake up from.

While sitting there, I could only hear my mom and sister cry from inside the room and ask when I would wake up but the doctor only told them...

"We don't know, it could take days, weeks, even months"

I placed my head on my knees and hugged my legs after I heard those words. I was alone, no one could hear me, no one could see me. What am I supposed to do?

My parents and my sister left after a while and then I saw the boys coming my way. They walked slowly with their heads down, Zayn had his arm around Liam and the rest of them were walking a few steps behind.

They stopped in front of the door and looked at each other, they gave each other a little nod and they all walked in. This time I got up and followed them.

I walked through and saw them around my bed. Louis and Niall on my left side, Liam and Zayn on my right and Harry by my feet. Liam started to hold my hand and Niall placed a hand on Louis shoulder. They all looked heart broken.

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This chapter is just a fill in and just how Jen sees everything.

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