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The next morning

I woke up still as depressed as I was and with puffy eyes with a tear stained face I haven't eaten and I've lost more weight then what I should've I regret not taking care of myself but I still couldn't bring myself to come out of my room

Just then I hear the front door I got startled remembering the night but just then I hear the twins talking with they're mom and obviously my dad is busy at work

It calmed me but then I thought to myself they're back? I got up about to open the door too backing away from it and sitting on my bed

I hear the twins walk up the steps towards my bedroom I just covered myself with a blanket not wanting to show my boney body from not eating

Ethan walks in as Grayson just follows behind whilst looking down "hey Lena long time no speak" E says with a smile

I haven't talked in a while I don't even remember what it sounds like "yeah it's been so long" I say in almost a whisper trying to not be loud

Grayson looks up at me shocked considering I've told him a lot about me and he knew this isn't me
"You okay" Gray asks concerned

I just smile trying not to cry "yeah... just been feeling lonely..." I say as my eyes start to gloss over but I keep the tears from running down my face

"You don't look so good Lena..." Ethan speaks raising one of his brows "yeah you look pale and like your about to cry are you sure your okay?" Gray asked

"Yes I'm fine!" I almost yell annoyed but realized I didn't have the voice to do so "sorry I didn't mean to snap" I basically whispered still with my weak voice

Ethan then sighs and leaves the room I look down in guilt thinking I must've hit a nerve or something just then Grayson closed the door and sat across from me "what's really wrong? And why are covering up?" He asks then ripping the blanket off me I tried grasping it but I was too weak

His eyes went wide as he stared at my body I just took the blanket back and wrapped myself once again "why'd you do this to yourself?!" Grayson asks clearly upset with me

"I have my reasons" I spoke looking down letting a tear fall he then wiped it away and hugged me

It's been so long since I've felt his arms around me I missed this... I missed you... I thought to myself but to only realize I said it out loud

He pulled away and looked into my eyes "I've missed you too" he spoke "so... who was the girl you were with that day I saw you at my spot..?" I ask

"Uh... she's um..." Grayson hesitates as he scratches the back of his neck "it's okay Gray I won't be mad I just want you to be happy" I say giving him a small smile

"Are you sure?" He asks seeming shocked at my words "yes I am if she makes you happy I want to hear all the great things about her" I say smiling she seems like a fake I thought to myself

"Well her names Megan she's in my class she's really pretty and has an awesome bod she is very sweet and I can definitely see a future with her" Grayson explains lighting up

"Oh wow... she seems amazing..." I speak trying not to let him know that I'm hurt
"Did you actually think I'd do that and let alone tell you that" he says chuckling

I looked at him confused "Lena she was one of my friends we had to do a acting thing together and that was our lines it just fitted with the scene it's why I went there" he says I felt relieved but still a bit confused

"Lena I love you and I'd never look at anyone else the way I look at you" he said giving me a peck

I started to feel all of the tears rush out of my eyes and I smiled and hugged him for dear life like he was going to disappear at any moment

"I'm sorry for lying to you about how I'm feeling I'm sorry I didn't call you after it happened" I cried out

"What do you mean 'after what happened' what happened?" He asks as I pull away

I sniffle and tell him what happened as I was still crying he told me he promised he wouldn't tell anyone and then we started to cuddle

"C'mon lets go downstairs I know your scared but I'm here I won't let anything happen okay? You need to eat." He speaks I get up and frown "fine just let me cover up" I say and put on sweatpants and a hoodie that Grayson gave to me awhile back

We went downstairs and I ran to the kitchen eating a whole bunch everyone just started at me as if I was an animal

I'm vegetarian but at that moment I didn't care so started to eat dairy and meat and everything just to fill myself up

Hours later

I decided after I ate I'd relax in my bed and cuddle with Grayson but he had to leave 15 minutes ago so now I'm just laying by myself staring at the ceiling.

I wanted to forget what happened but I just can't, that guy who broke in he was scary

I hope I never have to see him again.

I got tired so I decided to go to bed and hope for the best for morning

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Hope you guys enjoyed this book! I will soon be writing the second books to my stories, but for now I'm writing different ones.

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