They get up and we leave the trailer I walk to my car it's really dark and no ones here I feel like someone is watching me I pick up the girls and walk fast to the car.
I unlock the car and put them in I get in start the car head to the place. I look in the rearview mirror and the girls are just talk to each other there laughing about something.
Ali: what's so funny guys?
I smile at them.
Shea: mommy poopi head!!
They start busting out laughing I just chuckle and shake my head. We get to the place I grab my purse and diaper bag I get the girls out and we see everybody waiting for us.
Xosha: what took so long girl?!
Ali: um sorry the girls wanted me to play with them a little.
The waiter brings high chairs for them.
Ali: Brea come on.
I put her in the chair I pick Shea up but she won't go in.
Ali: baby come on please don't do this.
Shea: no mommy.
Ali: fine.
I put her on my lap and look at the menu ok what should I get them?
Waiter: hi what can I get for you guys to drink?
Xosha: I'll have a red wine.
Andrea: I'll have a coke and rum.
JoJo: I'll have a sprite
Micheal: I'll have a sprite
Paul: I'll get vodka soda
Sam: bud light please
Ali: um from the girls water and apple juice and for me I'll get a ginger ale thanks.
Waiter: ok I'll be back in a minute.
I take out toys for them to play with Shea is like not in the mood to do anything she's just chilling on my lap.
Micheal: Ali what are you getting?
Ali: um I think pizza I'm going to share with the twins what about you?
Micheal: I think I might get pasta it looks really good!
Waiter: ok here are the drinks.
He put them in front of us I try to give Shea her water.
Shea: no!!
She hits the water out my hands it spills all over me and the table.
Ali: shit Shea!!
Shea: sorry mommy.
Ali: it's fine baby.
Xosha: here go to the bathroom and get cleaned up we got her.
I pass Shea to her I walk to the bathroom and clean myself I start to cry I can't do this without Emily god I really miss her smiles and her stupid jokes. I wipe my tears and go back to the table I take Shea back we order our foods.
They all talk to each other I pull out my phone and go throw my photos. I see pictures of Emily and I.
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