I'm just so so so damn tired
Frustrated, drained
Tired of being lonely naïve
Don't let them get under your skin
Too late
The roots are already there
Growing poisonous things that choke me
Making it harder to breathe, think, live
I wonder what's running through your head right now
Are you wondering if I've finally left?
Are you emotionally physically pacing
Anxiously waiting for me to come back?
Wondering whether you should send another message?
Fearing that you finally lost me?
This is the one thing I have power over
The amount of attention I give you
I still hold that, still control it
And damn does it feel good reminding you
That I need don't need you
And that it hurts doesn't hurt to walk away
