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(Your pov)

I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out so I just closed it again

'damn my stage fright' I thought as I fought back my tears

I closed my eyes tightly and ready to be hurt

I felt arms raped around me from every angle

'Hugs? Why would anyone want to hug me? I'm useless and ugly' I thought as I looked up

Everyone was hugging me but everything was getting hazey and it went black

(Edds pov)

We were hugged her and she passed out 'oh no!  What do I do, what do I do, what do I do, what do I do! HOW CAN I HELP'

They looked so peaceful and beautiful I could almost....

No! I cant

They were wearing the same clothes as yesterday, I don't think they changed clothes

(You're p.o.v)
I woke up

'fuck, I passed out again' I thought to myself while everyone was crouded around me

I got up kinda shakey and with the help of Tom

"S-so when are we g-gonna get m-m-my stuff?" I said quietly

Edds smile immediately brightened up the room "we can get it now!"

I smiled slightly at that "then were gonna need all hands on deck for my piano"

They all looked at me strangely

"YOU'RE WHAT!?" Tom shouted

I laughed slightly "my piano..U-UNLESS IT'S TO MUCH, I can move it on my own"

They all said they would help and I smiled

(TIME SKIP TIME)

We finally got my stuff in my room and the night was a dark cave

Everyone fell asleep as I finished my room

I was tired as hell and hadn't slept at all but i wanted to play on the piano.

I knew I would wake everyone up so I didn't play the piano

The next day I waited till I thought everyone was distracted by something I didn't think they would budge from and started playing lost boy while singing the lyrics

I didn't realize that everyone was standing in the door way listening till I finished singing and heard them clap

I just sat there and slowly turned to them while looking horrified

"Good job!" Edd said happily

"Kul" Tord said, I could tell it was cool in Norwegian

"We could team up sometime!" Tom said

"That was almost as beautiful as my face!!" Matt basically shouted, from him, that was a complement

I was as terrified as a mouse in mousetrap

I didnt have to look into a mirror to tell that my face looked completely white

I froze, my life froze, my mind and my breath froze

For the first few seconds at least

"(Y/n)? You ok?" Tom asked

"H-how long have you b-been standing there?" I asked shakily

"About the whole time" Tom said

I became an armadillo

'They lie, they don't like youre piano trash or you're singing, they're just being nice' I heard the voice in my head say ever so clear

Depression in demons is common, the depression is why most people are demons because 'killing yourself is a sin' and stuff

I never really talk about that, let alone talk

"Are you ok?" Tord asked me

"I-i didn't mean for anyone to hear" I mumbled quietly

"Sorry!" Edd basically shouted

"It's fine, I'll play something else, if you want me to" I said sheepishly

"I'll get Susan and join!" Tom said then he rushed to get Susan

I waited for a minute then he came bursting in with susan

We sang lovely as a duo, it was fun and kinda relaxing

'You sing terribly, he's just pitys you and is trying to make you sound decent' that voice in my head said clear as day

We finished the song nicely

Tord, Matt and edd clapped

"Hey guys, I'mma sleep, I didn't really get much sleep last night so yea" I said and yawned

They all said ok and left, tom, being the last one out, closed the door and I sat on my bed

Slowly, I took out my pocket knife and rolled up my sleeves

I started cutting again and quietly cried

(1 hour later)

I'd been cutting for about a hour now  and I heard knocking on the door

"Gimme a minute" I said and I put away my switch blade and rolled down my sleeve so the cuts couldn't be seen, I made sure to dry my tears away

I opened the door to see tord looking serious as ever

'What did I do now' I thought to myself

He suddenly took my arm and I jumped in pain

"Let me go, please" I begged

He looked at me for a split second and sighed, he then let go of my arm

"Foods ready" He said, his face looking calmed

I nodded and left my room closing the door behind me and waited for tord to move

He eventually went to the kitchen and I followed not far behind

I looked around and immediately noticed something

"Where is tom?" I asked

No one answered

I rushed back up to my room to find Tom looking through my stuff, and he founed my switch blade

"Tom, what.are.you.doing" I said

Tom looked sad and heartbroken

"GET OUT!" I shouted in a fit of rage

Tom left without a word

I slammed the door shut behind him and sat on my bed then cried

My privacy had just been violated and I trusted them

I heard someone knock on the door again

"Come in" I said

The one who walked in was...

(CLIFF HANGER word count 942)

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