polaroid // Jimin FF

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Jimin POV

Tick tock tick tock tick tock

The sound of the clock ticking disturbs me every second, every minute, every day.

It scares me out so much that sometimes I feel like I'm gonna be that way tomorrow. I just don't want to be that way but it's the way our fate is supposed to be. Forgetting each other. It's my biggest fear and no one else can stop this.

Click click clack click clack

This sound is very familiar.
The sound got nearer and nearer and when I looked down I could see her heels.

'Hmm she wore cream colored heels today' I smiled to myself.

"Jimin why are you smiling? This isn't a time to be happy. Just know that-"

'there she goes again'

"- i want a divorce. Are you listening to me or no? Too bad I'm not a radio to repeat my words"

"I wasn't asking."

She rolls her eyes. "Pfft please be serious and just sign this freaking piece of paper already."

"Why? Why do you want it so bad?"

"Because I'm tired of you. I grew tired of you Jimin. You don't even pay attention to me. Every now and then I have to repeat myself. It's so boring and plus my mouth hurts from talking."

I got up from the chair and started to walk.

"You're ignoring me again?! Jimin is it so hard to sign the papers? Is there anything so hard in here that you can't seem to understand? Do I have to come back here every week just to get this damn paper signed?"

I looked back at her.

She was shocked because this was the first time I looked at her after she started to ask for separation.

"It may be easy for you but it is hard for me. Alright if you want it so bad I'll sign the papers since you come here every week tiring yourself and begging for this thing. I'll do it as you like. But give me one week more to catch up things."

"Done. One week and you'll be signing this in the centre Court. Be there on time."

And she left.
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"Jimin are you alright?" Taehyung who was hiding inside the room came out and asked me.

"Do I look fine to you?" I laughed.

I went to the bathroom, locked the door and cried sitting on the floor.

"Is it really my fault that she's leaving?" I asked myself and cried again.

'i can't take this anymore.'

Y/N POV

It feels really bad to ask divorce from a man whom you once loved the most in this world.

"Jimin I'm so sorry" and I bursted out crying, kneeling on the floor of my apartment.

Ding dong!

The sound of the doorbell. I didn't need to know who it was because everytime I go to Jimin for divorce this always happens.

I quickly wiped my tears and opened the door.

"If you don't have anything else to say other than the divorce and Jimin you can leave. You would be wasting my time and I won't be hearing about it anyway so, it's better to leave."

"Y/N why don't you ever think about how Jimin feels? He's also a person with a big heart."

"What if he is? Doesn't mean that it won't change what he did in the past!"

"You're blaming him only for that. Oh c'mon Y/N you're overreacting."

"Taehyung just shut up. You don't know how much of a loss I experienced in my life because of him."

"I understand your feelings Y/N but he's your husband. He has the right to make decisions too."

"That's why I made the decision to end this marriage too. If he doesn't want to do it, then he's a coward."

"Y/N stop being so stubborn, just because you want to have a baby doesn't mean you have to be like this."

"For how long does it have to be like this? I'm already 32!"

"I know but you still have time to think about it as a couple and maybe by the end of the year.."

"-no that's not gonna happen, he said we'll try last year but no. He forgot his promise. Every year he does this. I look at all of my friends and they have a happy family. Everything is going well with them, they have a lot of similar things to talk about and I feel left out. And when they ask me if I have one or will have...i become speechless."

Tears were already flowing out from my eyes and I couldn't get a hold of myself anymore.

"Taehyung please get out of my house this instant!" I kicked him out.

Taehyung POV

I came back to Jimin's apartment to check on him.

He was cleaning his camera or something.

"Did you go to Y/N again to talk about me?"

"Umm what's that you're cleaning. Seems kinda old." I tried to change the topic.

"Your family must be worried about you Tae, go home I'm fine really. No need to check up on me. I'll be alright"

"But Jimin-"

"Tae please go..I need to sort out things for myself"

"Okay then see you later"

"It's a polaroid."

"Hmmmm..okay I'll come back tomorrow Chim, take care eat healthy food, you're going to be fine."

"Sure.. I am fine. Now go"

And he frowned.

"Smile because you're family will be worried."

And he left.