October 2018

Week 4

Wednesday - Missing Bradley-Bear
It was college again, today, as I got off the bus. I walked in with Rebecca who was complaining about some random bullshit. I walked in and there wasn't many others in yet. However, people soon filled the classroom and Joe gave me a hug as I didn't have my Bradley-Bear.
"How is he doing?" Dean asked.
"He's doing good. He's been doing a lot of press and interviews for the last few days. Now he's gonna be doing a show tonight and on Saturday." I explained.
"It must be weird to have a boyfriend or girlfriend like that." Josh commented, sitting next to me.
"Well I don't have much to compare it to." I shrugged.
"Yeah. Are you getting used to it?" Josh asked.
"More and more with each time. It's not so bad this time as I know it's not gonna be as long." I said.
"Awwwwh I can tell you already miss him like crazy." Josh half laughed, giving me a hug.
"I do..." I sighed.

Throughout the day I was texting Brad when possible, but even more so at lunch time.
"We'll never see him look up from his phone ever again." Dean said.
"If your lucky I might insult you back." I said, still texting Brad.
'How's college been?'
'Booooooooring 😩'
'Awwwh. At least you're on a lunch break. Where'd ya go?'
'McDonalds 🙄 I tried resisting'
'Ahaha it's fine. You'll live 😘'
'You haven't posted ANYTHING since being in India, btw 😐'
'I knowwwwwwww 😬'
'At least do a story. AND NOT JUST A SCREENSHOT OF A SONG ON SPOTIFY!'
'YESSS I KNOW!!! 😂😂😂 I'll post a story!'
'Good boy. Love you 😂😘'
'Love you too 😘'
"Why can't I be in India?" I pouted, face planting on the table.
"I don't know. Why aren't you?" Dean asked.
"Because Brad insists I stay here so I can be in college. He's not strict about a lot of things but he is about that. And I know he's right.." I sighed. 
"But we're not even doing anything important right now." Kian pointed out.
"I know, but Brad doesn't want me to get into trouble due to lack of attendance and turn it into a habit. Because trust me, if I could, I'd be going to every single trip they do." I explained.
"He really does care about you, huh?" Rebecca said.
"More than anyone ever has before." I nodded before sending him another text:
'I LOOOOVE YOUUUUUUU!!!!!!!'
'😂😂 I still love you too, darling. You okay?'
'Yeah. Just thinking about you makes me realise how lucky I am 😘'
'Awwwh, me too 😘'

Thursday - Skipping A Day Of Richard
This morning I came into college with the full intention of skipping Richard's lesson. I had been thinking about it since I got on the bus and decided I couldn't do it. I couldn't put up with him for another lesson. So, when I arrived at the station, I discussed it with Rebecca and decided we should run away when we can. We decided we'd come in for Sam's lesson but runaway before it was Richard's. As we came in, we met Dean on the way and informed him of our plan, along with Mike. However when we arrived, it was Pete that was there instead of Sam, as she couldn't be in today. Our plan was at risk.
"Are we getting a break after this lesson, Pete, like we normally do?" I asked and managed to convince him to give us a break, so that we had the chance to escape before Pete was swapped with Richard. So, when we were done with Richard, pretty much the entire class snuck out of the college.
"Oh thank God. I have no regrets." I beamed, feeling a weight off my shoulders.
"So we'll go back for Pete's lesson, right?" Rebecca asked.
"Yeah, yeah, definitely. So... Whatcha wanna do?" I asked.

"You what?!" Brad asked over the phone as we sat in Costa, chilling out. I had a nice, warm hot chocolate as we were sat on the very soft sofas.
"We skipped Richard's lesson. Don't be mad!" I pouted.
"I'm not mad. I can't be. I wasn't exactly a flawless student, myself. Just be careful babe. Don't get in trouble." Brad told me.
"I won't. Besides, I have plenty of ammo to fire back at Richard." I smirked, getting looks from my friends.
"You're so evil." Dean mentioned.
"I'm not evil!" I argued.
"You're pretty evil." Brad admitted.
"Whaaaaat?" I reacted, making my friends laugh.
"But in a good way. You like... Use your evil for good." Brad chuckled.
"Okay... I think I'm okay with that." I shrugged.
"So where are you?" He asked.
"Costa. But enough about me! India, hello? How are you doing?" I asked.
"Say hi, boys..." Brad said.
"Hiiiiiii!!!" I heard James, Connor and Tristan call out through the phone.
"Did you hear that?" Brad asked.
"Ahaha, yeah. Tell 'em I say hi, too." I grinned.
"We're currently having a drink in this little bar." Brad said.
"Oooh nice. Have you seen all the pictures from last night? People fucking loved you. I mean, obviously, but it's amazing." I beamed.
"I know! Everybody's really nice here." Brad said.
"Awwh... I miss you.." I admitted.
"Awh, Jamesy. I miss you too. I keep turning on my phone just to see you on my phone's background." Brad half laughed.
"Same! Listening to your music helps too." I admitted.
"I like to watch the videos of when we performed on your birthday. Oh, and when you opened my present. Your big smile is so adorable." Brad told me, making me go bright red.
"I love you so fucking much." I said, trying to not get emotional.
"I love you too, darling." Brad said, sweetly, sending goosebumps over my skin.