My New Life

Hearthache

                       I was feeling as if everything inside me was falling apart... As if my heart was stroke by an arrow that split into a million pieces shattering them on the ground. 

...We are moving. Moving away from my well loved country, away from all the people I love and all the things I value, everything that I had in front of my eyes during fifteen years of my life.

Why?! Was I asking myself, why did everything had to change so suddenly. 

But that was it, and apparently there was no way to convince my mother to stay. I've tried everything EVERYTHING and nothing worked.

During almost a month I would cry myself to sleep everyday and try to convince myself that there is no way they're gonna make me accept the fact that we're no longer going to live in our house. The house I was born into and grew up.

Well... to be more precise me and mom where leaving. Concerning my father, he was staying. After my parent's recent divorce nothing is the same anymore. 

I was reminding myself that I will fight until the very last minute, even if they decide to drag me out by force. 

But as time went I knew that I would have to accept the inevitable upcoming sooner or later. So here I was sitting on the carpet of my room. Looking trough my stuff, sorting things in boxes in the slowest rhythm possible. I was moving like a snail as if all my movements where in slow-motion and everything around me was blurry from the crystal tears in my eyes as if covered in fog. 

One more week and that's it. At least I'll try to invite my best friend, Clara over so we can spend the most possible time together before I .... I didn't continue the tread of my thoughts. It's too sad, and I couldn't bare it anymore.

                                                                      End of chapter one