I don't want to do this anymore

Chapter 2

MIMA'S POV:

I woke up feeling depressed as hell

Worst part is I don't even know why

To make matters worse...

I don't have anything to make me feel better

I can't just keep hurting myself

If I do it then i'll have to go back to that place

My notebook is not keeping me sane anymore

Just nothing

Nobody to talk to

If I do i'll judged

And i'll feel misunderstood

And lonely

As fuck

Nothing seems to make me happy anymore

Which is one of the worst feelings

But i'll manage

Been by myself for 2 years now

And i've been hiding it very well

A smile will just do for everybody

"J?! Fe vit. Mwen bezwen al lage w kot Cleopatra."
"J?! Hurry up. I need to drop you off at Cleopatra's"

I sighed deeply and did everything I need to do before leaving

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After getting ready, I had on a big black hoodie, sweatpants and gucci slides

The least I can do is be comfortable

I got down to the car with out saying a word

"Wap gele rete pli tar pou Cleo. Paske nou ka rete tar nan travay la"
"You're probably going to have to stay more late because me and Cleo have something going on at work"

I nodded my head and don't for the rest of the ride

We got to the house and I got down saying goodbye

I knocked on the door

On the third knock, I see a little cricket smile at the door

"Hi Mi!" Aiden Squealed

"Hey Aiden" I faked smile

I closed the door behind me and made my way to kitchen when I bumped into somebody

The nigga and black version of cruella was standing in my presence

With his dark eyes and jaws clenching, wild hair, shirtless and many chains with just a boxer on

I walked past him and sat on the counter, covering my face and going on my phone

Showing no sign of emotion what so ever

He stood there for a few seconds probably confused but then walked away

"Mi?" Aiden shook me

"Hm?" I looked down

"Can I get breakfast?"

I nodded my head ignoring the fact ian wanna do shit today

Its whatever

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I was almost done until I heard some loud ass footsteps coming down the stairs

Aiden himself was scared

As if it was a bunch of chihuahua's but big oversized ones

I was done fixing Aidens plate, handed it to him