Our times (Slow Update)

Chapter 23 : Love me, Love me

6 years ago

"Saya harap yg satu hari nti ada llki dtg dlm hdup kau and bg kau butterflies in your belly again raa, sbb saya mau kwn saya yg paling sa sayang ni bahagia." Bilang Si Amy sambil peluk bahu Si aera. Aera smile at her.

What if I kill em Amy?  I mean the butterflies, what if I kill them?
"Ehhhh!!  Why?"
I-i'm just.... Ti.. Tired.. I can't afford another heartbreak.
Amy breathe and groan a loud sigh before spat her wisdom word to aera's face

"Raa.. When you are ready raa... You will fall in love in unexpected ways and sometimes it comes in a mysterious way. You will not realize it until then when you are READY you will FEEL the love you've been waiting for. Then it will all make sense.. "

When I'm ready?but... When?
"Ihh!!!  Mcmna kau mau ready klau sikit2 kau mengelak mau jmpa org baru?  🙄 kau ni raa"

Silence.

Soon when you're ready and want to have that swarming butterflies in your belly.. Soon when I'm ready I will experience those feelings again ~

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"My problem is you Aera.. I don't know if I can say this but I want you.. I mean I need you.. Not as a friend. But more... More than a friend"

"Jo.. Josh.. "

"I like you. I really do and muhang oku dia raa"

Si Josh kasi lepas bahu si aera yg dia pegang..  And hnya mampu merenung ja sama Si aera yg diam membisu.

Silence hit the room.

"Fine... Balik la kau office.  Limpas lunch break suda ni". Debilang si Josh lpas lbih kurg bbrapa minit si aera diam no respon, he climbed up the bed and stare at Aera again but she just look at him with a blank and confused expression

sa kana kasi friendzoned ka ni? 

Aera's pov

"Fine!  Baa limpas suda ni rehat kau.  Balik la ofis"

I snapped.

Saya betul2 bngung lpas seja si Josh ckp yg dia suka sy. Bukan apa cuma.... Sa tekejut baa. Sa tidatau apa yg patut sa bkin.  This is not what I'm expecting after the kisses. I mean is this really happening?  We kissed and he confess..  What should I do next?  Saya betul2 tekejut ni skrg.  Masi merah and panas2 lagi sa rasa badan sa lpas kejadian td.

Entah macamna tp sa ikut seja kehendak badan sa aa. Sa undur belakang and automatik sa keluar dr bilik si Josh.

I left. I left him alone... Without saying anything.

Time skipped ~

"Hello... " si Josh call si Aera lpas beberapa hari
"Hmm Josh..? "
"Sa pulang suda hr ni.. "
"Yaa sa tau,  sa sdg urus Surat discharge kau laini"

Tekejut monyet si Josh lpas si aera kshtau dia yg dr pagi lagi dia sanaa hospital
"Kenapa kau tida jmpa sa sini?"
"...kijap lagi mau siap suda ni, kau kemas la brg2 kau"

Belum sempat si Josh becakap terus kena ksi end tu call 😂

Joshua's PoV

Sa ingat dia tida mau pigi tngu sa suda huhuhuhh.  Sambil sa susun barang2 sa smbil sa tngu henfon sa, mengharap si aera call and kadang2 sa keluar dr bilik pigi impa Sana luar kalau2 ada si aera sana tapi hampa teda pula.