My mind is most cruel giving visions that cut as the sharpest blade, for you are no longer here and my heart knows it has lost, my life has gone away and taken my will with it, these vile thoughts torment without relent and only drink numbs the pain, stinging me with flashes of you smiling with someone else, it draws blood from my very soul, and though I cling to reality knowing you are better off and I want you happy, the burden of this emptiness you've left haunts me still.
B.T.
