Cool and warmth

。Sunday after the nightmare。

I woke up from the nightmare I have been dreaming about since I started highschool. It's the same and horrifying as always. I quickly pushed those thoughts away remembering that it's Sunday. The day I can relax and draw while listening to music. That really helps me to forget all the past stuff and concentrate to the present.
I live alone. My parents left and don't contact me. Someone told me they are busy while working, but I don't believe that. They left me because I was a trouble for them... well I don't really care now, I never felt love and family warmth.
I'm 18 now, just graduated. It's August 31st so tomorrow is the first day at the university. I don't feel any excited, I know that I'm going just to learn and try to reach good grades so there's no excitement in new friends etc...
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I got up from bed like a walking zombie and went to the bathroom. Just showered and dressed up my casual clothes. I didn't put any makeup cause I feel I look even worse with it. I got back to my bedroom and made my bed. I always loved cleanness. Then went to the kitchen and made some omelette. I always was proud of myself that I can be independent.
After a whole one hour of eating *yea yea I eat like a turtle* I took a paper and my favourite pencil, found a rose that I bought yesterday and started drawing. I always loved how the pencil moved. You can create amazing things with only a paper, pencil, passion and desire. * after some time*
I'm done. I'm going to put that drawing on my wall where are all my drawing drew on Sundays. It's 20:00 p.m I always liked to go to sleep at this hour, so I'm putting my head on a pillow, remembering all the stuff I did today, smiling like an idiot and slowly closing my eyes.
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* beep beep beep beep* You woke up and smashed that clock on the ground. You can't believe summer break already ended... how sad, and the new school... ughhh...
You looked at the clock on the ground and... WHAT?! 7:15 already?! Oh well clock you know what?! You're dead!
You ran to the bathroom and didn't even take a bath * for your good you took it yesterday after going to sleep* you putted on some meeehh clothes and tied your hair into a pony tail, went to the kitchen like Makvin and took a cracker. Flew from door and ran like you never had.
What a relief it's 7:55 I'm not late! You thought while searching for your class. *class 217* Here!
You entered the class and took a seat. Everyone was talking, no one even cared that You entered. Ahh that's good. You don't like attention. You breathed in making yourself chill. But suddenly someone entered a class that everyone started screaming. Ugh you hate when that happens. You can tell what it is not even looking at it. A Boy. He has to be very popular. Well these kind of boys didn't catch your attention at all. You didn't like playgirls too. So at this condition you don't have friends!
You jumped out of surprise and looked at the right. There's a boy sitting next to me? Oh well excuse me?! Smiling?
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-hi! I'm jungkook! You seemed very lonely so I took a seet next to you ;)) is it ok?
Y/n
-u—hhh.. yea... I mean no problem.. haha..
Jk
-yay cool. So? What's your name?
Y/n
-oh. I'm y/n nice to meet ya... haha
Jk
- ooh
Nice!!! * awkward silece* hey what's wrong you seem a lil..
Y/n
-what? Nono I'm ok. Yea..
Jk
-ok... if you say so...
And at that moment teacher shouted -silence!!!-
Whole class I couldn't feel comfortable. Like who the hell could sit next to me!? I'm gross right??..
Questions keep forming in my head... but at least class ended fast. I was ready to go, but jungkook asked me to have lunch with him. You know. To get to know each other haha... well I accepted it... for my bad.
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Ep 1 ends here.
So i hope you enjoy it at least a little. This ep was supposed to be like an introduction. In next ep we will see more action and drama happen. Stay tuned ! Lol :Dd