𝒞𝓇𝓊𝓈𝑒 •XXXTENTACION•

1.5 STARING AT THE SKY

- xxxtentacion

Jessie

at the moment apparently I'm taking online classes but who really cares? I know I don't, my dad doesn't neither does my mom.

I still want to go to collage but at this point I don't give a fuck about my grades, I don't care who I disrespect I'm just so fucking drained.

It's not like anyone cares too, the only one that checks on me is my mom, she's on house arrest so she can't leave the house my dad doesn't have time for me anymore, he's always at the studio.

I lost Derek, lowkey fuck him though just because he left doesn't mean I'm not finna focus on myself, he just wanted pussy he could've hit up Marley anytime.

Even though X took away my phone he didn't take my laptop, I logged on and opened a new tab while I typed Omegle

I just put YouTube in my interest box and hit video,

Scarlet

"I miss you"

"I miss you too baby," I sat in my chair and plugged up my ankle monitor "when you coming home?"

"Not until late, why?"

"Well, nigga how late we talkin?"

"3 or 2 hours" he sounded so tired, my poor baby "how is Jessie?"

"She's fine, I'm pretty sure Titan is keeping her company .. can you come home please I miss you" I tried saying in my baby voice I heard him laugh a bit

"Do you miss me or does your pussy miss me?"

"I miss you stoopid! Not everything is about sex"

"Mhm sure" I heard the smirk in voice but there was a knock at the door "hold up baby,"

"Jessie! Can you get the door I'm charging my monitor!" I watched as she opened the door a Derek was standing there with flowers

"X you might have to come home early .."

"Why what's going on?" I watched as they talked back and forth obviously something that was getting Jessie fired up "That nigger Derek is trying to apologize to Jessie about somethin"

"NIGGA YOU JUST WANTED PUSSY FUCK OUT MY FACE!" I heard Jessie scream

"X you gotta come home and beat this nigga ass"

"On it" was all he said before he hung up the phone, I just sat back and relax while watching Jersey Shore happen in front of me

Jessie

"Baby I'm sorry" he tried to hug me but I dodged that shit quick

"Don't touch me Derek!" This nigga really got me fucked up

"Can I please talk to you outside??" I sighed as I gave in, I glanced at my mom who was drink her soda while one foot was on the coffee table and the other right next to the wall charging her ankle monitor

"Fine." We stepped outside and I took the roses he gave me

"I'm sorry that what I Said came out the wrong way .. I just got a bit needy because Well, your always working and studying on your future. You're already looking foreword to collage and it still feels like the year just started but I know your working to success and I really don't mean to stand in your way .." his sincere voice is what sold me about it, I know I work to much and I guess I forgot he had needs that only I could fill.

I wanted to give him a hug but before I knew it X came outta nowhere and started punching his ass.

"MOM TELL DAD TO STOP!"

"Girl you know I can't walk out there I'm on house arrest" I grabbed X and tried tugging him off of Derek

"NAH, JESSIE LET ME GO. HE A HOE IVE BEEN WANTING TO KICK HIS ASS FOREVER!" I still hold him back but it wasn't much effort since he is stronger then me,

"Dad calm down!"

"NAH NIGGA, YOU A HOE. YOU A BITCH YOU DONT WANT TO MOTHERFUCKING SMOKE NIGGA" I waited until Derek ran off so I could let X go but when I let him go that nigga was running running

I just hope he don't press charges.

I walked back inside and sat on the couch with my mom "why is he so aggressive?"

"Because he cares. Shit when we were about 19 he'd try everything in his power to give me the world." I thought it was sweet. Knowing someone aggressive like that but can also provide for you too

Stokeley

"You got a visitor ski"

"Tell them X isn't here he'll be at the studio tomorrow"

"No dumbass, they here for you" oh shit, is it the cops? CSI mami?

"Who is it" I whispered

I watched as she rolled her eyes at my annoyed "it's a girl, she says she knew you, I'll bring her in"

I sat back in the chair playing with the little tools in the studio, previously everytime me and X would go to the studio we had to pay each hour we went in here but we would pay back and forth, but like we seen how much time we payed in a month and that was too much money so I built a studio at my place

"hey .." I heard a voice behind me, I spin around in the chair and seen Niomi in the door frame

"hey" I smiled at her

"You put on a few pounds huh"

"Yo voice got deeper hUh?" She laughed, after our whole crime thing she just disappeared from everyone

"I see you got jokes .." she took a seat next to me in the other office chair

"What brings you here?"

I heard her smack her lips "I came to visit my favorite crime on crime people .. and I wanted to see you, I heard scarlet got bailed though"

I nodded "yeah, X bailed her out they been living together with Jessie"

"Oh shit y'all have Jessie ?" I nodded

"Listen .. I have to work for a few more hours, a-and it was really nice talking to you and shit but do you like- maybe want to catch up sometime .. over dinner?" I was really struggling I haven't really been putting myself out there as much

"I'd like that .." she smiled