Forgiveness (Jamilams)

Chapter 1

Alexander's Pov:

I arrived at kings college today. I looked around until I found the office. "Excuse me but do you know where I can find my dorm information?" "I am the one to help you with that I'm Martha by the way." "Oh ok I'm Alexander Hamilton." "Ok here is your classes and your dorm information and don't forget the key." She handed me all the stuff I need and I gave her my thanks. My dorm was number 1789 and it said my dormmates were Thomas Jefferson and John Laurens. I hope they are nice since I might have to share a room with one.( 2 rooms and one room has two beds) When I got there both my dormmates were already there. Yay! (I smell sarcasm) Both looked up from there phones and up at me confused. "Im y-your o-other d-dormmate." Stupid stutter. "Oh ok follow me" The tall guy with the big hair said. "He is really hot- shut up he's probably not gay." "Thank you and I am gay" "I s-said that o-outloud?" "Yes and it was quite cute." I was blushing so hard I think I invented a new red. "Me and you will be sharing this room and John will take the other room. I'm Thomas Jefferson by the way." "Im Alexander Hamilton." "Let me introduce you to John." "Ok" we walked in the living room after he helped me settle in. I walked into the living and John was still on his phone. Thomas coughed to get his attention and John looked up. "Im John Laurens." I shook his hand and introduced myself. "So how about we watch a movie?" "Sure" John and Thomas looked at each other and nodded saying "Horror movie!" I didnt want to say no because they are super hot but I hate scary movies. I sat in between both of them waiting to see what they would pick. Sharknado. Really of all movies it had to be this one. I have a fear of sharks and I was in a hurricane. John had picked the movie and put it on and Thomas went to turn off the light.I hope they accept that im Transgender was all I could think about. I noticed the movie started. Thomas yawned and put his arm around my shoulder. I felt my cheeks heat up.

Time skip~

Half way threw the movie there was a huge jump scare and I clinged onto John. I jumped into his lap to be telling the truth. Then he asked in I was ok and I replied with a yes. "Do you want to sit on my lap till the movie is over?" He asked in a very sweet and caring voice. I nodded and he put his hand on my back. I didn't turn around I just sat on his lap listening to his breathing until his hand started to trail down my back until he reached my butt. I kept my eyes closed because I wanted to see what he would do. Then I felt somthing hard under me. He had a boner. Thomas went to bed about ten minutes ago but John said he wanted to finish the movie. I still was fake sleeping. Then he slid his hand in my underware. I had enough I got out of his lap but he pinned me to the couch. "J-John?" He put a sock in my mouth. "Shut up you tranny" I was scared for my life so I tried kicking but he pulled out a knife. "Try anything and I will kill you with no hesitations." Then I froze I couldn't do anything. It was like I was paralyzed but I was still crying. How is this happening this is only my first day. He pulled his pants and underware down revealing his erection, he pulled my pants down then looked up at me I shook my head but then he pulled down my panties I tried to scream but it was muffled by the socks. Then he shoved himself in me. It hurt but he kept thrusting into me. He was going to fast. I tried to scream but my throat hurt to much from my failed attempts before. He noticed so he took the sock out and continued to thrust into me but rougher and faster. Then I realized two things. He never put on a condom and he wasn't gonna pull out. Then I felt a hot liquid enter me. He thrust into me one last time and kissed me on the lips then froze. We both saw color out of one Eye and then he walked to his room. I lost my virginity to my one of my soulmates against my will. I pulled on my underware and sat on the couch. I looked at the T.V. and it read 4:23 AM. I sat on the couch hoping Thomas woke up first. I didn't go to sleep at all and I spent at least two hours crying. At 8:37 Thomas came in the room. Thomas sat next to me on the couch looking really worried. "Alex are you ok?" I shook my head no. "What happened?"

Then I woke up. I was still in John's lap but fully clothed and Thomas was still on the couch watching another movie. I had been asleep for about two hours give or take. I should have known it was a dream since I'm not a virgin. I got off John and sat next to Thomas. John was still sleep so we decided to watch Paranormal Activity. Half way into the movie Thomas yawned and put his arm around my waste. I leaned in his chest and we finished the movie. I was blushing the whole time. We finished the movie and it was 9:13 PM. We walked to our room to put on some pajamas. "Thomas can you turn around for a second?" "Sure, why not." He turned around and I took my day clothes off. After I had my underware, shorts and binder on he turned around. Shit. "Alex why did you want me to turn around we're bot- SORRY!" "I quickly put on a long sleeve. "H-How mush did you see?" "All of it" "Sorry, I was gonna tell you because your really nice but I was afraid you would be against it and your really cute so I didn't want you to not like me and now im rambling and-" He cut me off with a kiss on the forehead. "Your cute when your nervous. "T-Thomas" "are you ok, alex?" "I dont feel so g-" I got up and ran to the bathroom and threw up. Great. I dont need them nowing im pregnant yet. Then my water broke.
"THOMAS! CALL 911 QUICK!" I was scared of the questions they would ask after this over. The paramedics came in and put me on a stretcher. Then I passed out.