"Though me,

I'm not.

I'm just the shell,

I don't feel,

only rage and weep,

in my own self pity and sorrow.

My job is to protect,

Protect the innocent,

what I was,

the true me.

The true me does everything,

Plays with their many friend,

Laughs and enjoys their life.

I keep that innocence,

While I do nothing,

I push friends and family away,

Knowing their faults and lies,

Hate and laugh at life and its many mistakes.

Watching over it,

and I keep the darkness out,

The darkness known as Humanity,

Is what I do best.

I'm afraid,

If I let the innocents go,

It will be tainted,

and then I'll have to kill it,

along with me.

But I'm more afraid of the innocent itself,

What if the innocents no longer wants and needs me;

Then what?

Will I disappear?,

Will I die?,

Will I just be a memory?,

Will I finally be free?

I want to survive,

Be free,

But I can't,

I have no say,

I'm a shell,

I do what the truth wants and I protect it,

With my very life."


-Unknown-Shadow-Kai 

(Kai)





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