december 18, 2018.
its now been a year since you have left me. there has not been one day when i dont think of you.
we all miss you jonghyun, i miss you.
but i understand why you did what you did. you were hurting, and no one, not even me, could take the pain away.
i still cry. how can i not? being with someone that you loved for 4 years and them leaving is hard.
but i tell myself that its okay because one day i will meet you again.
but until then, i hope that where ever you are now, you are in peace.
maybe ill get over you one day, but until then i will carry the pain that you left with me.
i love you kim jonghyun.
