The Compilation

Don't let go

I looked around and there is no one there

My body and soul filled with despair

The longing for companionship or someone to share

The pain and agony that sits on this chair

My life is empty with nothing at all

No ring no buzz not even a call

How hard and painful to feel so alone

This stab on my heart that turned me to stone

No meaning I can find to dwell in this world

Nothing to clean but the alchohol I hurled

Should I jump to end this cruel torture

To finish this whirl and hard hitting rapture

She broke my heart and tore it to pieces

Leaving me cold so hurt so speechless

Her face makes me remember the devil that she is

The scandal she made with her poisonus kiss

The weeping I did after that day

Consisted of weakness and vulnerable display

Hatred was not enough to precisely explain

The emotion I held was completely insane

I can never forgive that wicked old snake

For the joy and happiness she wanted to take

Swearing did I do under my breath

Shame on that girl that made me plead death

The light that shined in the sky above

Was the reason I smiled and even did love

But no more did exist this beautiful glow

Because of the serpent that finally did show

Where can I find this heavenly feeling

I wish this wound will be assuredly healing

I want to experience that happiness again

But I ask to myself oh when oh when

I looked at the corner that can probably inspire

I rumaged around and began to perspire

My eyes caught a book that resembled His Word

Something that intrigued me from what I have heard

I read through few pages to be happy once more

I just felt the gladness and no longer the soar

My life had much purpose after reading those verses

Then I regretted my swearing and also my curses

I was loved and cared now I can certainly see

The chains and bonds has set me free

No more will I search for that dangerous rod

But praise and love our wonderful God