"But I wanted to hear your voice, it puts me to sleep in a calming matter, I wish I was cuddling with you" he admits making me blush

"Err you do realize that cuddling is a couple thing?" I say

"Aren't we a couple" he says

"A fake couple" I correct him "And we can fake break up when Parker pisses off"

"You wound me princess" he says fake hurt in his voice "Anyway feeling tired, I told your voice puts me to sleep"

"Okay Noah goodnight"

"Goodmorning babe" he says then hangs up the phone

Where did he get babe from?

And Goodmorning seriously?

I put my phone back down on my bed side table and snuggled back into bed, slowly letting my eyes drop and fade away into darkness

<3

"Give it to me" I shout slamming my hand on the desk

"Right here? Princess don't you think that's abit kinky" he argues back before turning back around. I feel someone kick the back of my chair and turn around glaring at Alex, I narrow my eyes at him and he puts his hands up in surrender

I need my pen back

I kick the back of Noah chair making him grunt and turn around, facing me. I glare at him and he smirks. We continue to have a staring comp until Ms O'Donnell walks back into the room with a cup of coffee in her hand

"Alright class I've just got some information from the teachers lounge that there is going to be a camp around the end of this month. The fee is to be payed two weeks after the note is handed out" she hold up the note "Everyone come up and grab one"

Everybody grabs a note and reads it. I grab a note for myself, folding it up and putting it in my bag

"These notes are to be returned by the end of next week with all details and signed by your parents" she sighs "By the time all of your notes are handed in, there will be a note in the office near the deptys office saying who will be in who's tent"

Noah turns around wiggling his eyebrows and I roll my eyes, trying to focus on the teacher and not his hot face

"Your dismissed" she says itting down as everyone starts to pack up their things. Noah comes to my desk and winks

"Let's hope we're in the same tent" he says smirking and I push him playfully

"Exuse me, what! Your a boy and I'm a girl. Why would they allow something like that to happen?"

He shrugs putting his leather jacket on and putting his bag on his desk, unzipping it and putting his books in before zipping it back up and slinging it over his shoulder. I do the same minus the leather jacket bit and sit onthe front of my table

He turns back to me and leans in giving me a quick kiss before walking out of the classroom as the bells goes. People were staring. I mean like not only people were staring, he was staring

I blush and rush out of the room, running down the hallway and away from him

Flaskbacks burn through my mind and tears starts swelling in my eyes. I blink them away only they don't go away, they start to fall

I ran out of the building and down the schools front stairs. I run down the street and to the closest smoke shop. Yes I'm eighteen I can buy stuff like that even though I'm not supposed to

Walking into the store I see and elderly lady in her mid 50's maybe behind the desk. Asking for what ones I wanted she put them on the counter along with a brand new lighter and asked for my ID. After giving her my ID she approved of it and I payed for the cigarettes. I hate to do it but it's the only thing that will calm me down. I walk to school very slowly, smoking the cigarette. After putting it out I walk in the school gates blowing the last of the smoke out my mouth. Putting the packet in the back pocket of my jeans

Noah walks up to me and see my red eyes. He has a worried expression on his face as he gets closer, he stops in front of me and cups my cheek. Kissing me

He pulls back with a unknown expression on him "Why do you taste smoke" he asks and I literally hiss at myself for not buying mints "Nicky" he says in a warning tone

"Can you take me somewhere" I ask in a rush and he nods, walking over to his bike. He gives me his helmet as he gets on the bike without his. Starting the engine we back out of the school and ride to a place surrounded by trees. He parks the bike on a dirt road and he gets off grabbing my hand, tightly and leading me into the forest

He leads us to a cliff with a ledge about 50 meters high. I sit on the edge and take the packet out of my back pocket and take another one out, lighting it. Noah watches me in disbelief while I do this then takes the packet and the lighter getting himself one

We both sit there on the ledge smoking and keeping quite just enjoying the silence.

"Why" he asks and I look at him "There are so many other ways to deal with pain but why this"

"New York" I say and his face changes from serious to confused "Listen Noah im not as innocent as I may seem. I've been in all the wrong places and done a lot of bad things in my life as well, broke the law a couple times, got kicked out of bars for starting shit with other women, I've delt drugs before because I needed the money, there is so much I could tell you" I pause "This is the only other way I can deal with pain, it was Parker that got me into this habit, I don't think that I've had a smoke since new years"

"I never really sore you as the bad girl type" he says quietly, taking a sharp breath in for his cigarette before releasing it

"My dad made me move here for a fresh start, and that's what I wanted as well" I say "But Parker being here doesn't make anything better except being back bad memory's that I wish I had never done in the first place"

Without even noticing a tear slipped down my cheek and I quickly wipe it away not wanting Noah to see it

"You couldnt resist could you" he says and I shake my head. He puts out his cigarette and hugs me rubbing my back in a conforting matter "It's okay, everything is going to be fine we just need to work on his together" he says and I nod blinking back tears

"I just-" I sob but Noah cut me off

"Shh it's okay, I understand" he says pulling back from the inbrace

"Thank you" I say a small smile on my face. He smiles back looking at his watch

"We have to get going to be able to get to 5 period" he says getting up and pulling my up with him

I drop the cigarette on the ground and stomp on it, making it go out. We ride back to school just as the bell goes and rush to class.

Being with Noah made me feel like I could talk about anything with him. He was just so easy to talk to and knowing that he doesn't think of me in a different way after I told him about my past makes it even better. He kinds just understood what I was talking about, ya'know

Before we could enter the door Noah stopped us, giving me a kiss on the lips and whispering

"Your still not getting your pen back"

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Really short one but I'm updating this one tonight to make up for last time. Till next time!

Izzy <3

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