It won't hurt to love again right???

I can't believe it!!

Trigger warning: some swearing and some put me down thoughts if I missed anything tell me and I will add it two the list. The video is not mine but credit to the original owner.

Derek's pov

Smiles that is all that see but they don't know that is my mask.

I woke up panting and sweating from my nightmare 'why didn't you save me' that sentence was on loop in my head. It broke my heart because stiles (the man I love) said it and I know that I would do anything in my power to save him. I checked the time it was 6:30 in the morning 'well at least I got 3 and a half more hours of sleep than usual'. knowing the time I got out of bed and got dressed, packed a bag for the sleepover, got breakfast and went to brush my teeth.

When I got there I looked in the mirror I saw the bite marks on my neck

( but the marks are a bit more healed and there is no blood anywhere. This is the closest thing I could find to what I wanted. anyways back to the story.)

I got a few images from my unpleasant past love life with HIM. I shake the images from my head and brush my teeth then I went upstairs put my shoes on picked up my sleepover bag, house/car keys, wallet and phone. Then I walked out the door I decided to walk to the meetup place for me, stiles, Scott and Isaac for Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays.

It takes me about 30 minutes for me to get there and as I approached the café shop. It was a cute little shop and as I entered I could see the Urban painted walls, the table near the window were young couples like to sit at, the ceiling was a nice sky blue with some clouds painted on them, I could see the tables and chairs that were a flower or Woods themed as well as I could see old couples dotted around the place and it made me smile a little.

In the corner, I could see Isaac waiting for me and the others to arrive. "Hi Derek how are you," he said joyously I smile at him and replied with " Hello Isaac I'm good".  I lied I feel absolutely shit right now but I didn't want to be a burden to him or dampen his mood so I didn't tell him. But then I saw him smile his cheeky mysterious smile "So are you going to ask Stiles out finally?" he asked dramatically.

My face went warm when he said that as well as I got butterflies in my stomach. "N-n-no" I stuttered "Whyyyyyyyy" he whined I was hesitant at first "B- because he probably doesn't like me anyways" I stated. He was about to say something but Scott and styles finally entered the café. To my absolute relief knowing that he will just keep on asking and teasing me about my little Crush.

"Hi," they said in Union it always shivers down my spine when they do that and they know that. "So what is on the agenda today!" Isaac asked. Scott sighed before answering "well we are going to have a sleepover at the stilinski house duh that's why you packed a sleepover bag" I saw stiles giggle at Scott's annoyance tone in his voice. "oh... oh yeah I remember" Isaac replied with like he remembered which he did not. "But before go to my house we are going to town for some fun" Styles piped up we all nodded in agreement and exited through the door.

Time skip to the sleepover bc I'm a lazy person

I don't remember how we got to spin the bottle but I guess we got to it because we were all kind of drunk. But I'm fine with it because it only landed on me once so I don't get have a problem with it. Until Stiles spun the bottle because it was his turn and it was spinning and spinning and spinning. I stop paying attention to second Spain until I heard a gasp.

I looked up to see the bottle landed on ME!! I looked at stiles but he didn't look bothered. But his heart was beating very fast 'he's probably embarrassed to be kissing you ugly disgusting Vale person'. No, I shook that thought away for now. Then I realised that my heart was beating very fast and I knew right now I was blushing and blushing hard " J-JUST KISSSS ALLLL READY!" Scott or Isaac slurred.

It seemed Stiles was the first one to break out of the shocked trance and quickly gave me a Peck on the lips. Next, I spun the bottle and it landed on No one so I gave it to Scott. He spun it and it landed on Isaac they kissed each other and it lasted about 2 minutes.

After they finished they were both a blushing mess we all decided to end the game and to go to bed since we were all tired and drunk out of our minds.

Isaac and I were in the front room and  Scott was going to sleep in Stiles' room. "So...." I trailed off "did you enjoy that kiss you shared with Scott earlier??" I asked. I already knew his answer would be a yes but I wanted to hear it from him "OH HELL YEAH" he quickly covered his mouth. When he realised he was being a little bit too loud and that's Scott could probably hear him.

From Styles room which is on the second floor, I laughed at that and glared at me but I didn't care. His glare didn't last long because he joined in with the laughing fit that I was in. After some time it died down a bit before he said something to me "Well how about you did you enjoy that kiss with stiles hmmm" he said with that cheeky smile.

His question caught me off guard shit I wasn't prepared for this snarky come back. "well.. umm.. yeah I did" I managed to get out he giggled at my bad wording "well I'm sure you did anyway I'm going to hit the hay so goodnight" and with that, he was out like a light. "Goodnight" I replied with that I got into the sleeping bag and the thought that went through my head was. 'I can't believe it!! I kissed Stiles fucking stilinski' with that thought, I fell into a peaceful slumber that night.

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