The mafias daughter (BTS Jungkook X reader)

37. Heart break

"She locked herself in their room" Mina said quietly

"....okay......lead the way" BB said and let go of the girls

BB's pov.

When we made it up the stairs at the end of the hallway I could faintly see my brother sleeping with his back against the door

'I'm guessing that's the room'

I stopped the girls and they know that I wanted to handle this myself so they went back downstairs

As I approached my brother I could see tear stains and new tears falling and I sighed at the sight

"Hey bro" I whispered and lightly shook him

He woke up and slowly looked up at me

"You should get some rest in one of the rooms I'll talk to her okay?" I helped him stand up

"Okay" he cried out and walked into one of the rooms

I tried the door to see it was locked so I took out a bobby-pin and picked the lock

When I opened the door my heart dropped at the sight

She was just sleeping but I can see and feel how lifeless she feels right now

I walked up and sat down in front of her and stroked her face

"Hey N/n ( N/n-nickname if you forgot)" I Said and she slowly woke up

When I fully saw her face and eyes I almost cried

She had tear stains and new ones were making more just like Jungkook but her eyes were lifeless and puffy

"Hey bams" she forced a smile

"Don't do that I know it's not real talk to me" I Said

"I tried to be a better person I stopped drinking, partying, and everything else but I guess it wasn't good enough" I said emotionless

"Hey stop it Jungkook loves you!!" I raised my voice a little

"I fuck up everything bam!" More tears fell

"No you don't, don't say that?!!"

"Yeah I did"I whispered

Bam held me

"Y/n talk to Jungkook and see what happened cause I know he's not that type of person" i rubbed her back

"Okay" She sighed

We sat in silence for a few minutes till I broke it

"Y/n?"

"Yes?"

"Are you sure their isn't any other reason you're like this right now?"

She said quiet for a little bit

"....I'm....scared bam"

"About?"

"Many of things like what if I'm not a good wife or mother?....what if....I end up like my parents....what if-"

"Stop it you keep saying what if....now tell me what are you actually scared of right now Y/n" I pushed and at that moment I saw all of her emotions turn to anger

"Why are you pushing me to spill my stupid emotions they're my privacy..my life!!!!" She yelled

"Hey don't yell at me I'm taking my time to sit here and talk to you when I could be doing something completely different right now!!!!" I snapped "and don't act like I don't know what you're going threw when you know good and well what I've been threw" I Said pissed off

We sat in silence when she finally said

"Myself this hole time I've been blaming Jungkook for everything I'm feeling when it's actually myself that I'm scared of....all my fears, sadness,anxieties, insecurities, stress finally built up and that little thing broke all the walls"She started to cry again

I held her

After a few minutes I heard little snores

(I'm sorry I wrote that while I was depressed and it was bad •_•)

An hour later-

I woke up to a sharp pain in my back

"Ouch fuck!!" I sat up just to be forced back down

I looked over to see Y/n still holding onto me and I sighed

'I know I don't know what goes on in her head head but I know she loves him' I woke her up and pulled her off the bed

"Get up lazy ass and go get your man" as she lazily walked away I slapped her ass to give her motivation

As she left to talk to Jungkook I went downstairs

'Lord please let this go well' I mentally pleaded

Jungkook's pov.

I woke up to Jimin's door opening

"Jungkook we need to talk" Y/n said as my eyes adjusted to the now turned on lights

"Okay" I sat up and pat the spot beside me

She sat down and she looked at me straight in the eyes

"I have two things I want to tell you" she said seriously

"Okay I'm-" I Said but got cut off

"Before I let you speak I want to say that the first thing I'm going to tell you is just to tell you and I hope you will be happy to hear it and the second thing is something I want to do and I will do" she said and I nodded

"Continue" I hesitantly held her hand

"Okay first" she took a deep breath than exhaled
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End of chapter 37

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