Do you ever leave or walk away from someone. You wait and hope that they'll come after you, hope that they'll reach out in someway. The seconds tick on and the with each movement of the clock you grow closer and closer to despair. Then the feeling sets in. The one that says they don't really care? That if you really mattered they would come after you? Or is it the one that abuses yourself saying that you're the idiot for ever entertaining that idea. The soul crushing weight that settles on your chest because they didn't come for whatever reason. Yeah... I know that feeling. Maybe you left because you felt you were being replaced in someway, maybe in more than one. And you watch them have fun and you're upset and leave. But when you think they'll realize and come get you they turn the corner and your biggest fears become an instant reality. Maybe you're making a big deal or maybe it's actually true. That's the thing. The problem that you can never really know, but what you do know is that either way, you lose and result in anguish in the end anyways. Yeah... we know that one too.
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Expression
PoetryThis is just a book of things I write when I have particular feelings. Whether angry or upset and I just need a way to show myself in a better way than taking it out on others. This is expression.
