Gone // Yoonmin

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I had to crawl out of my bed.
No expression, no attitude, nothing.
I felt nothing but sadness.
I looked at the other pillow.
Your pillow.
A tear fell off my eye.

I got dressed in a suit and sat on the couch, seeing pictures of you on my phone.

Later Taehyung arrived and I got into his mother's car.

They showed me a sad smile that I ignored and she drove to your funeral.

Your body was lying down on the coffin.
You looked peaceful.
You looked like you were asleep... but you were not.

I got closer to you and held your cold hand. And cried. Cried everything out.

"I love you..."-I whispered and felt Taehyung pulling me into a hug.

"It's fine, Jiminie."

But it was not fine.

You are not here.
So it's not fine.

I went back home.
Taehyung offered to stay but I refused and after hesitating he left me alone.