Gone // Yoonmin

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I finally had the courage to read the letter.

"Oh my dear babyboy,
I'm so sorry... I'm so sorry that I'm breaking your heart like this... that I'm leaving so fast...
Please have this in mind... it's not your fault Love.
Don't hurt because of me.
I don't deserve that.
I'm sleeping. I'm just sleeping baby.
Oh damn... this was a selfish move wasn't it?
I'm sorry.

I know that no apologize will make this hurt less... but it's the only thing I can do.

"Don't worry even if I leave
You'll do well on your own"

Please keep that on your mind.

You know... anxiety, depression, OCD, social phobia... are things that I can't handle no more. I'm sorry I hid it for so long...

I love you more than I ever loved anyone but... this world is messed up... it's too cruel for me, for you, for us.

I am not happy here. Only with you but I feel like putting too much weight on you Jiminie...

I'm looking forwards to see you soon baby... but don't rush it. I'll be waiting.

This is not a goodbye but yes, a see you later.

I love you

From your and yours only,

Yoongi"