What if

chapter 2

2

REMS POV

I couldn't help it that I'd kissed her that hard and passionately. I mean its been 6 years and I couldn't help how much i loved this girl or i should be saying woman she was and is so amazing and beautiful. I just couldn't hold back anymore. Originally I had been nervous and worried about if she would accept me again or not after all this time. But then when she spoke in that voice her eye's gleaming with emotion and let me hold her I knew she had accepted me again devil and all. I had loved holding her so much I can't explain it in words. It had felt so incredibly wonderful and I didn't want to let go. it felt like if i did, she vanish and id wake up in my bed back in my world all alone. But I knew I had to when I felt the others stares and saw her bright blush of embarrassment. Its good to know some things hadn't changed she was still my sweet queen.

I understood Mages and Uries surprise as I had never hugged any woman like this before expecsaily not burring these 6 years. But I was certainly overjoyed to see her blushing face again it was so beautiful cute and sweet. At that moment all I wanted to do was hug her tightly and kiss her finally being able to kiss her for real now. But I knew I shouldn't in front of Mage and Urie this needed to be a private moment. So I waited listening to her warning the two about being mobbed and I was certainly surprised with all she had said. From what i remember she was quite well-liked in her school, i don't get how that could have changed. I will ask her about it later first though there was something really important I had to do. With inhuman speed I was behind her in less then a second.

When she turned around I could clearly see the surprised, embarrassed and nervous emotions across her face and it was so cute i couldn't help but smile gently at her before kissing her passionately. I felt her melt into my arms and took it as a sign that it was okay. I had never expected her to kiss me back but wow when she did i was overjoyed but also a bit overwhelmed with her passion. Honestly I was caught off guard i knew she was grown up now of course but I was starting to get turned on. I wouldn't resist her ever again. She was the only one who could make me feel this way this happy content moved emotional or exhilarated , I love her. She is the only woman I have ever loved this way. all these pent up desires to be with her again finally satisfied.

I was losing myself in kissing her so much that I didn't even realize that I had pushed her up against the nearest wall and had pinned her there kissing her breathless. I did however realize when she gently put her finger on my lips. My eyes dark with desire flew open at the interruption to see that it was just that she was getting her breath back. I forgot for a brief moment that for devils basic human needs aren't necessary for our survival the same way it is for them.

When she caught her breath we continued kissing this time her pushing me back a bit not breaking the kiss until we fell on her office couch. I still didn't and couldn't stop i just comfortably arranged myself on top of her partly straddling her waist while she caught her breathe again then we continued to kiss again for a few minutes though we were slowing down. Each kiss deep and loving but not as hungry. Then we just layed there breathing her laying tangled in my arms and my head resting beside hers as we curled up closer laying on our sides. I had just made out with the love of my life finally and while it had been lustful and heated I knew it meant so much more then just physical attraction. It was full of so many different emotions. With her warm form beside me I was in complete bliss.

Slowly i could feel her eyes open as she whispered."I love you, I've missed you so much. For the longest time I wasn't even sure I would ever see you again." She said snuggling closer to me "and while I really want to continue to lay here I do have some questions that I need to answers to."

I sighed "I know. Could you ask them while we lay here. I don't really want to have that distance between us so soon. Sitting in chairs opposites to each other instead of having you in my arms as i lay next to you." I said. I realized how pathetic that must have sounded but I don't care i have been pinning for her for 6 years. She has been connected to my every thought.