Lord please tell me why, why him there must have been a reason
In a world full of fucked up relationships there's us💔
I'm a new writer so there's a lot of errors☹️
Last Chapter: AMARI AMARI AMARI they all yell In my face
Everyone pov* I walk to the sink pour some cold water in a cup and pour it in her face-illz What the fuck is wrong with you amari screams I was just tryna help he laughs You good I hear rakim say in a worried tone Yea just leave me alone she replies We watch her storm out the kitchen and go down the stairs to the room I don't know what is wrong with her rocky but you better handle that one of them say
Amari pov* As I storm out I say fuck it and go to the room I start to cry Mind is just everywhere as my thoughts say "What's wrong with me" "I can't do anything right" You know I think it's time for me to go I go to the kitchen and watch as they eye me down I grab a knife and put it in my pocket Yo what the fuck did she just grab Symere says Ion know Jordan say wit a weird face I finally get to the bathroom and look in the mirror and start cutting my arm as I cry !!!!!!Explicit context!!!!! Jordan pov* Imma go check on her I say to the boys Aii they reply I walk to the room and hear crying I go to see and she's not in the room but in the hall way bathroom I open the door as my eyes grew big while Amari was holding a knife and her arms were cut up and she throws the knife into the sub as she screams Y'all good ? Rocky say Yea we good I lie Please don't tell rakim I hear her say whimpering I have to Amari- You can't I don't want him to stress I don't need y'all tryna look out for me Ok well we need to clean this is up As we clean I ask her Why did you do it- I don't know I'm just stupid Ok but- Stop asking me questions she says leaving out the bathroom and going into the room She grabs a big sweatshirt and put on a long sleeve shirt under that and throws on some shorts We leave the room and go back into the living room to sit with the boys I feel bad for keeping it a secret but if that's what she wants imma hold her to that
Rakims pov* I kept on looking at amari and I could see through a body full of lies and she looked through her phone Mari you okay I ask her She nodded and I left her alone from there I could see Jordan's face in guilt and horror Jordan lemme Holla at you for a minute I need you come with me to the store to get a couple of the stuff for the house Aii he say as we walk outside and head to the car
Everyone in the house pov*
Stop symere I yell as he pull me off the couch - amari No come on come down stairs and play the game with us he replied Yea ferg say Alright I'm coming We all went down till I get stopped by illz he I just wanna let you know I'm sorry he say It's okay i reply sweating it was hot as all hell so I went to the room and changed
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Amari pov*
Alright I'm ready to play come on y'all all about to get dusted who wanna ask whooping first I say laughing they all look at me but not at my face they stare at my arms Shit I whisper (thank god rakim not here) What happen illz ask That wasn't there before he says It's fine I just burnt myself I say fake smiling and grabbing the controller I turn on the game and start playing the whole room is silent I try not to bother with it and continue playing I see ferg go up the the game system and unplug it as symere grabs the control Why did you do that I say to them not making direct towards them
What happen symere as snatching my arm I just said I burnt myself This looks like recent cuts and you didn't cook today or do your hair so what happen ferg ask You can tell us illz said I just got up and went to the room and locked the door I could hear them whispering and making assumptions I go tot he bathroom inside the room and pop 1 Tylenol and lay down as I cry causing a major headache And text jordan🦋
Rakims pov*
Are you serious we on our way back I say getting off the phone with ferg and the rest of the boys I look over to Jordan and he stares out the window I make a u turn and go back to the house Where we going he ask We gotta go back to the house I knew he knew what happen but I left it alone and wanted to hear it from her You good he ask me Nah bro they said They think amari cutting herself I don't play about that shit I could see Jordan get quiet with guilt on his face Rocky he says Yea I knew but she told me not to tell you And you just gon listen to her come on man If I told you she might have did something else but her arms are bad It's okay bruh bruh We pull up to the house I bust in the door Where she at I say looking at nast Back there I go in the room and I see her laying down she had on a sweat shirt and some bape shorts AMARI I yell Yea Come ere I wanna show you something Awe shit I hear nast say Ferg go down there and make sure nothing happen he say lightly What rakim she yells Lemme see your arms No she says I go up to her and pull up the sleeves of the sweat shirt and see COVER YOUR EYES SENSITIVE USERS
Are you crazy I yell I'm sor-Ry rakim she cry's into my arms Your stressing me and then you lie about it to illz and then tell Jordan to keep it away from me I'm sorry rakim I did it but I'm fine it's okay No it's not I reply I started to raise my hand but nast stopped me and pulled me away I could feel hot tears run down my face in anger Bruh bruh calm down I hear them all say I see amari get up and go into her bag and grab a blunt Where did you get that shit from you don't even smoke I yell I jus- nah you been doing everything huh what else you been doing cause you really showing your ass You not my father she yell That's fine I left it alone and walked out as she lit the blunt and I came back in 20minutes later I heard music in the room playing deja vu- jhene aiko &big Sean(in the mm) I see her sitting on the bed as I grab her phone and cut the music down Listen I really love you I ain't never felt this way about anybody I'm deadass she just looks at me as a tear runs down her face I wipe them Listen I'm sorry for not telling you I'm a drug dealer I just don't want to put you in the state of matter we're you worry and think I'm cheating you and I don't wanna put you in a fucked up situation okay She nods as she leans in and kiss me and whispers I love you too as she says kissing me I get up and go to the living room with my niggas I'm really happy we on good terms I think I meant it went I say I love her
