Future Faries Cry

Worthy?

It was A normal day in the Fairytail Guild, chairs flying, Natsu and Gray arguing, and a pretty bluenette walking into the guild.

Mira's Pov.

I was at the bar serving drink when I saw Sylvia walking in, noticing her confused expression. I wondered what was wrong, she looked sad, and a bit confused. After I served a drink to one of my guild members I started walking over to Sylvia to ask what was wrong after all she seemed to talk to me a little more than others.

Sylvia's Pov.

I walked into the guild, not really wanting to be there but I decided against not going and just went anyway. I sat down at a table near the back of the guild with my head in the clouds. I know this might be a bit weird but I was second guessing myself of whether I was deserving of love. I mean my parents found love and they lived happily ever after. My older brother storm found love even though my dad is forbidding him from seeing her, and even my twin who was supposed to be with me forever left me for love. Why, why am I always left alone am I just not deserving of love was all I could think.

"Sylvia......Sylvia are you okay" I heard from a distance but unconsciously ignored it

"Sylvia......helloooo" I snapped out of my trace when I saw a hand waving in front of my face ."

"Oh hi Aunt Mira, sorry about that," I said with a forced smile

"It's okay," She said there was an awkward silence or at least that's how I interpreted it, aunt Mira looked like she was thinking.

"What's Wrong, " she said with a soft and comforting tone, again snapping me out of my thoughts but when I opened my mouth to say something nothing came out. I only felt wet tears under my eyes start to roll on to my face. When this happened instantly Aunt Mira engulfed me into a hug. Immediately that bright and sunny day turned into a terrible thunderstorm but I didn't notice because I only could focus on the millions of thoughts inside my head as tears poured from my eyes onto Mira's shoulder. "Shhh its okay" Mira whispered, but to be honest I was crying but I didn't really know why I was crying but of course I know people loved me, but I still felt alone and abandoned. I knew if I ever told someone my feelings they would ask why but I would never have an answer because I honestly didn't know why, and so to cope with mine bottled up feelings i would cry and cry and cry(AN: This is based off how I feel sometimes ) until there were no tears left to cry( AN: comment if you know that reference ). As I kept on crying no one really seemed to notice until I got up and ran out of the guild as fast as possible. I knew I should've thanked Mira but I was too sad and upset to stay in the guild any longer. Even if I did stay I would become the center of attention and people would ask questions and I wouldn't want that. Running away from the guild I heard Aunt Mira calling my name but I kept running I didn't want anyone to see me in such a vulnerable position. I knew they would probably look for me at my house so I didn't go there, I ran to my favorite place. It was a cliff that showed the best view of the sunset, nobody knows of this place except for me and I knew I could be at peace there. Laying down on the ground the storm had let up a bit and it was lightly showering. I just wanted to relax but that same thought crept back into my mind, am I not worthy of love.

Hi, guys okay so obviously this is a story based around Sylvia Fullbuster and her adventures in love. If you don't know who she is I will have a background for her in the next chapter, or you can look her up and find info there. Anyway, I hope you like the first chapter as I'm really excited about this story and I have lots of time to write. Thx for reading I Love you all and BYEBYE!!!

-SakuraKuro🌸