Kota

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by wehateusernames

by wehateusernames

"Kota" sang Louis

I looked up.

"fine give me the silent treatment I don't care" he huffed. I rolled my eyes at him. For the last three hours he's been trying to her me to smile, but nothing's worked.

"When did the schedule a surgery" asked perrie. I shrugged my shoulders logging onto my laptop.

"whatcha doing" asked Liam

-- well if I can't talk to you guys, I'm going to work on my collage degree--

Since Second Direction started I've been working on a creative writing degree on an online collage.

I bored everyone around me after a while so they all left to see what Niks and all were doing.

"it's gonna be like this now, I get left out of everything because I can't talk, nothing's gonna be the same anymore" I though to myself. "they'll make me leave the band in two months because I can't even talk, then Niall might leave me because I have nothing anymore. Nothing."

I put down my laptop and picked up my guitar and "private" song book and made my way up to the roof. Thats where I go to get away from everyone, Niks has the shed I go up to the roof.

The sun had just set and the first star was shining. I closed my eyes and wished upon it.

"Star light star bright the first star I see tonight I wish I may I wish I might upon this first star I see tonight; I wish everything would be fixed" I though to myself.

"Princess" Niall called. I looked around until I saw him in a tree.

--how did you know I'd be here--

"Two things, one Im your boyfriend, I know you better than most people, two I saw your shadow being cast down" he replied. I nodded. He managed to get on the roof and shimmy to where I was laying. He grabbed our hands and laced our fingers.

"No matter what, you can't do what you did last summer, you have to stay with us. We'll fight this together. We can't loose you that easy" he smiled.

I leaned over and hugged him.

"Come on before it gets to late"

We stood up. He grabbed my guitar case, I grabbed my book and with board, and we climbed back to the balcony and through the window of our room.

"LOUIS WILLIAM TOMLINSON TELL ME WHAT WRONG WITH MY BABY"

"Aunie May shush she's upstairs sleeping, Niks tell her what's up"

Niall and I stood at the top of the stairs a Niks explained to my mom what was wrong. I ran down the stairs and into my mothers arms.

"Kota, Dakota Lauren look at me" she pulled my face to hers "stay strong okay you were born a fighter. I'll be here until this is fixed so will the guys they won't abandon you right"

"right" they agreed

"I know how you get DO NOT shut anyone out a wallow in your own self pity, fight" she stated. I nodded and hugged her tighter. Paul and Harry came in.

"Her tonsillectomy is Saturday, attempt vocal chord recovery on Monday" Harry stated. I nodded and say down on the sofa.

"Kota is there anything you want, I know you can't eat tomorrow because you can't eat twelve hours before surgery, so what do you want" asked Paul

--sleep wake me up in an hour -- and I laid down on the sofa in Niall's arms and drifted off to sleep.