No Jimmy Protested -- The Sequel -- Jimmy's still protesting

Kots's POV

*this is the inserted Dr scene*

"Hello Ms Dakota Im Dr Cardwall" greeted the woman standing in front of my examination table. I just nod in greetings because I dont trust my voice. "Over the phone a man names Paul said that your throat has been bothering you"

I nodded.

"what do you do for a living"

"I'm in the band second direction, I'm Nina Horan" I whispered. She nodded.

She opened my mouth and flashed her light down my throat. She shook her head and wrote down on her pad.

"Looks like to me your tonsils are pretty swollen and they are pushing against your vocal chords, and now you have two ruptured vocal chords" she started

"can I ever sing again, even after a surgery" I croaked.

"ruptured vocal chords don't always heal, so possibly not" she replied walking out.

*in the studio*

"So Kota, what's the verdict" asked Simon

"my tonsils are swollen and the pushed against my vocal chords and ruptured two of them and I may not be able to sing again" I whispered.

Every ones eyes were on me. Nils heard me. My eyes started to water. I opened my mouth to talk some more but nothing came out. Now I can't talk at all.

"Niks what did she say" asked Niall

"her tonsils are swollen and the pushed against her vocal chords and ruptured two of them and she may not be able to sing again" Niks repeated

"even if the preform a surgery" asked Zayn. I walked to the white board on the wall and wrote: -- ruptured vocal chords don't always heal-- (a/n when this sign -- is written before a text it's what Dakota writes

"Kota, we have two months until we leave for the year tour. I hate to do this to you guys but if she can't sing by then well have to replace her" Simon stated. He may have not been crying but you could hear the tears in his voice. I hung my head down and let the tears fall.

-- I know Uncle Simon--

He came and patted my shoulders then he left. I backed up against the wall and just slid down to the floor. I may never sing again.

"Kota what do you want" asked Dilyn and Liam. I looked up and pointed to Louis. I want my big cousin.

--I want boobear and my mom--