((WARNING. Suicidal thoughts and doings are in this Chapter, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.))
Eraser POV
Instead of going to the coordinates I decided it'd be nice to go home for a day, plus when I got back to my house it was dark... I opened the door, our house was a wreck... I thought it'd be nice to clean the house a bit, so That's what I did, I cleaned the living room, the kitchen, I left the bathroom, because nothing was wrong with it, and finally the bedroom... It took me three hours, and once I was done I sat down on the couch.. I looked at the remote and thought about turning the T.V. on, but then didn't. I walked into the kitchen to grab something to eat, there wasn't much, but I had enough to make a sandwich... After I had eaten I looked at the knife block... I did such a horrible thing... I shouldn't have happiness Any more... So I grabbed a knife.
I walked to the living room and sat on the couch. Reboot wouldn't want this... But... Would he...? I mean, I killed him. I killed one of the only people I love, and cared for... He's going to have to be at least a little different.. He... He.. He did everything for me... A lot of it at least... When I get him back he'll be weak... I-I'm not experienced at all in healing... Maybe the coder knows healing... I'm so terrible... So unforgivable..
So I cut myself. Three times. Once for Reboot, once for my stupidity, and once for hating myself.. I let the blood drip off of my bones... The dark red was beautiful... I loved and hated every second of it... Soon I got up and walked to the kitchen, I grabbed the lemon out and a washcloth, I cut the lemon open with the already bloodied knife and squeezed it on the already wet washcloth, then slowly set the lemon washcloth on my open cuts, the stinging was bearable, I nearly screamed though... After, I took the washcloth off and bandaged the cuts up, I put the lemon in a container and then in the fridge, I put the washcloth in the sink and crawled onto the couch, I lied there for a while and then fell asleep.
((And another chapter, I might post another one later, I don't know, but here ya go!))
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The Quest to Find a Coder {Eraser X Reboot}
FanfictionEraser and Reboot, already in a romantic relationship, Eraser gets into an argument with Reboot, the go to the void to figure things out, but Eraser makes it worse. Reboot tells Eraser to find a Coder who is deep within some codes of an unknown worl...
