My Suck Life

Trouble

"Maybe, but he made a choice." I said still giggling.

"A very very very wrong choice." Kurt said and I laugh again. "I don't know how you can laugh now, if I were you, I would be crying." 

"I think I just like to think positive, it's his lost." I said and Kurt laugh.

Finn's POV

They're talking about something and Rachel is laughing so much, she's the best. She said something and made Kurt laugh badly, she's so funny without even try.

WHAT THE HELL I DID?!!!!! 

--Lunch--

I didn't see Rachel at the cafeteria, she's probably at the auditorium playing something.

I give Quinn some lame excuse and go to the auditorium, I sit on the last row, she can't see me here, it's dark.

She's playing and singing a song, and I hear every word.

What Hurts The Most- Rascal Flatts (Cristina Grimmie Version)

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I'm not afraid to cry

Every once in a while even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days

Every now and again I pretend I'm okay but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most, was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing, what could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go

But I'm doing it

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone

Still harder getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart, that i left unspoken

What hurts the most, is being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing, what could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most, was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing, what could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you

That's what I was trying to do?

She finish the song and she was crying and so that I. I hate see her crying and can't hug her, and what hurts the most it's because I know is my fault that she is crying. I'm so fucking dumb! I had the perfect girl with me and I choose wrong!!