dear carmen, your opinion means the world to me. you could make my whole day or make me feel like the worst person on the earth. i've always wanted to impress you and make you think i'm cool. truth is- i'm not haha. i'm really not, but it was an honor for you to have spent time talking to me and to trust me like you did and care about me like you did. i'm so glad that you have ed and i believe whole-heartedly he is perfect for you because of how you love him. i hope you two get married and have a family and live the happy ending you deserve. i will always remember Bullet as our song and i always see sasha pieterse whenever i hear that song bc that was your fc back then. i always imagine that you have that same gorgeous piercing glance as she does, no matter who your fc is. i love you way more than you love me and i know that bc i'm such a try-hard and a push over for you- james
