My Suck Life

Hellcome Back

It's time, summer is over, first day bak in hell. I just have to find the strength to keep breathing, you know what? I don't care anymore, I'll take all that crap but it won't hurt me cause I know, I more than everything they say I am. I have this quote that I read everyday and helps me to keep going, I'll read for you guys now: 

"That's how you stay alive. When it hurts so much you can't breathe, that's how you survive. By remembering that one day, somehow, impossibly, you won't feel this way. It won't hurt this much- Grey's Anatomy."

Cool right? I think is beautiful and helps me a lot. Everyday I need new quotes, without them I can't survive, really, they help me a lot. Now I am getting ready for school and I use my usual clothes, nothing special.

-School-

Okay Rachel, don't freak out. This is literally the only thing I can think now, yeah it's not helping. I am freaking out. I walk in the school and go to my locker.

"Hey Berry!" I hear someone call my name, I know what this mean.

 I turn around with my eyes closed and I feel this cold thing on my face, it sticky as hell! Hellcome  back Rachel, it's the only thing I can think about now, get it the joke? Welcome? Hellcome? School is hell? No? Okay I get it was a terrible joke. I go to the bathroom with the clothe I have at my locker, yeah, I keep clothes in my locker and in my bag, I know that I'll need. (outfit ^^) 

-Bathroom-

I go to the sink and started to clean my face, when it started I took so long to get clean but now I do that really fast. I clean my face and hair, wipe a few tears, change clothes and left the bathroom like never happened. 

-Class-

I'm counting the minutes for this class finishes, after this class is lunch and I can finally go to the auditorium. I hate French class, the teacher is the worst. 

*Bell Ring*

Finally! I'm free! Now I am on my way to the auditorium.

-Auditorium-

I sit by the piano and started to think, about everything. I place my arms on the piano and gently lay my head on them. Why life is like this? I done anything to piss the Universe and still it hates me! I don't think the cheerleaders and the jocks have perfect life either, if they had, they wouldn't try to push the others the others down. I need to sing.

I started to play the piano.

Titanium- David Guetta (Feat. Sia)

You shout it loud

But I can't hear a word you say

I'm talking loud, not saying much

I'm criticized, but all your bullets ricochet

You shoot me down, but I get up

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose

Fire away, fire away

Ricochet, you take your aim

Fire away, fire away

You shoot me down but I won't fall

I am titanium

You shoot me down but I won't fall

I am titanium

Cut me down

But it's you who'd have further to fall

Ghost town, haunted love