My New Life

Chapter 3

She comes with two people. "Alexis this is Fiona and her daughter Grace" Bridget says, "hi" I say nervously. Grace has sea green eyes and blond hair, she looks older than me. "Hi" she replies. Bridget walks out of the room with Fiona, leaving me with Grace. "What do you want to do?" I ask her. "We can play in your room." She says as she looks at both of my rooms. "Which one is yours?" She asks. "Both of them." I say. She walks into my nursery. "Wow you have a lot of toys in here." She says. "Ya I've only been here for about two days, haven't really played much." I reply I walk over to my crib and grab my stuffed bull, it was one of the few things I brought from the foster home, it makes me feel safe. She walks into my other room and looks around, we decided to play something in my nursery. We are playing house with some stuffed animals when I see Grace squat down, her face turns red but then she has a look of relief, I ignore it but then start to smell it. After a while the smell fades. I sit down to tuck an Amina's in its bed and realize that I wet my diaper. "I'm gonna go ask for a change Grace I'll be back." I say. "Okay." She replies. "She doesn't seem that bad" I think to myself. I get to the kitchen and see Bridget and Fiona drinking coffee. "Hey pumpkin what's up." Bridget asks me. "Um do you think I could change soon?" I ask. "Um ya sure, does Grace need a change?" She asks. "Maybe" I reply. I walk back into my room and play a little longer while I wait. After a while they come in, Bridget lifts me onto the changing table. "It's almost noon we should get going." Fiona says, we all say goodbye and they leave, "how was it." Bridget asks, "not that bad." I say. "Thanks for being good." Bridget says. I clean my toys up and go to the living room. "Hey." Bridget says. "Hi." I say. "Want some lunch." Bridget asks me. "Sure." I say. We go into the kitchen and she makes sandwiches. "Want juice." She asks. "Sure." I say. "Tomorrow your going to meet with some people at the school." She says. "About what." I ask. "You always want to know everything don't you, they just want to meet you." She says. I smile and continue eating. I finish eating, so I go to my room and watch tv. After a while I realize I need to pee, I get up to go to the bathroom but remember I'm wearing it. I get back in bed and feel a wetness spread through my legs. I think about asking to change but I don't want to bother Bridget, that and it kind of feels nice. I take my pants off and cover myself with a blanket. When I reach down I can feel the warmth and weight of my diaper, I must have peed a lot. I feel tired and turn the tv off. When I wake up it's around 3. I've never really gotten tired like that during the day. I must have wet my diaper again while I was asleep because it feels heavier. I walk down the hall to find Bridget and notice how it sags between my legs leaving a small gap. "Where are your pants" Bridget asks when I get in the living room. "I took them off, sorry." I say, "no it's fine, actually I was gonna ask you to start doing that soon so I know when you need a change." She says, I smile. I sit next to her "mommy can I have a change." She smiles at me calling her mommy. "Of course." She takes my hand and walks me to the nursery and puts me on the table. It's kind of nice to act like this, I never could because there was never truly someone who cared about me. She lifts me down and I walk over to my crib to get a stuffed animal. I follow her out and when she sits on the couch I lie down next to her and she starts rubbing my forehead, "what's wrong now" she asks. "I'm bored." I say. "Your bored oh no what are we gonna do." She says in a sarcastic tone. "Let's play a board game." I say, "okay." I run back to my room and come back with candy land. "Oh that's my favorite" she says. We play a couple rounds. "Hey we are going out tonight for dinner let's get you dressed." Bridget says as she brings me down the hall. I pick out a cute outfit that would look normal for a 7 year old. I get dressed and look in the mirror, There was a big bulge in my pants but I didn't care. I go into my nursery and see Bridget grabbing some extra diapers. "Oh and someone is meeting us there so best behavior, not a problem you would have, but still." She says. "Okay." I say. We get in the car and she helps me into a booster seat, "I know you didn't use this the other times, but I didn't realize you might need one." She says as she buckles me up. I brought my stuffed animal in the car, I play with him until we get there. The car parks and she helps me out. We wait out side and then some guy walks up to us and gives Bridget a hug. He has messy black hair and hazel eyes that look mostly green, he gives off calm vibes just by the way he stands. "You must be Lexi, I'm Colton." He says. "Hi" I stuttered nervously. I'm standing behind Bridget now. "Honey it's okay, don't be shy." I give him a little wave and he smiles. "Good enough for me" he says enthusiastically. We walk in and I can tell it's a Mexican restaurant. We are seated and I'm given a little coloring book. I do a connect the dots. "What do you want to eat." Bridget asks me, "do they have chicken tenders." I ask. "Um yeah." She replies. I go back to coloring. The waitress came with drinks and gave me a water, i take small sips because I don't want to wet while we are out. Soon after the food comes and Bridget cuts up my chicken for me. Her and Colton have been talking the whole time but I haven't been listening. I feel my self start to wet my diaper and squeeze my legs together because I don't want to have to change here. Bridget sees me squirming in my seat and says "it's okay." I give up and let go. I continue eating. I get bored and listen to what their saying. "Are you going to tell her" Colton says. "I don't know she seemed scared when she met you." Bridget says. "She will warm up to me." He says. "Just give her more time, she's been through a lot and she's only seven." Bridget says. They stop talking and look at me. "How's your chicken." Bridget asks "great" I say. They ask for the bill and I take the rest of my food home. We get back In the car. "Are you two togather?" I ask. "Ya, we didn't want to tell you because you seemed nervous about meeting him, how did you know." She says. "You guys hugged and quietly talked." I say. "Oh, what made you nervous." She asks. "My diaper." I say blushing. "I'm sorry I ruined your date.". "No, you didn't it's fine I should have told you before we got here, and don't be embarrassed that you wear diapers, a lot of kids in this town do, your not alone." She says. This makes me feel better