Finding You Again( Sequel To IFY)

part10_having cured of wounds

It was 5 in the morning when nandni opened her eyes. For once she tried to recognise the room, and then realisation hit her hard. She felt frozen, unable to move as she laid there with manik’s arm tightly wrapped around her stomach. She could feel warm breaths at her naked shoulders.

He moved in his sleep and nandni swallowed hard as he drew her closer, filling in any space between their bodies. Her breath hitched in her throat, like this proximity going to be her death. After waiting for few seconds, she realised he was still in his deep sleep. She closed her eyes to cherish each second, being in his arms. If she could stay here for all eternity.

She knew it was a really delicate moment as he knew nothing about her real relation with him. Resisting the urge to be in his arms, she decided to get up and leave before he woke up. She wasn’t ready to face his accusing stares, so it’s better to avoid it.

Carefully she picked his arm from her stomach and moved around slowly to face him. She hissed when she tried to move her legs. A deep dark blush spread on her cheeks as last night events came back in her mind. Manik Malhotra made love to her, that too not once, infect again and again and how he wanted it once again.

She carefully removed his arms from her, trying not to wake him. She slipped at the edge of the bed, before setting his arm at its previous position. Silently stepped on the carpeted floor to gather her discarded clothes and dressed carefully.

Before opening the door she turned around for once. Looking with pained distress at his calm face, how messy hairs spread over his forehead. His firm biceps looking massive as his arm was spread over bed. She went back, couldn’t help to admit that how angelic he was looking while sleeping peacefully. She couldn’t resist the urge to move her fingers into his soft hairs. She touched them gently enough for him not to wake up. Placing a soft kiss at his cheek she withdrew herself back.

Don’t know when she will get chance to have such blissful night again, and this mere thought broken her so deeply that she shuddered uncontrollably. In the dead of silence, she left his room without letting him know. She felt like her part of soul left behind with him. How she wanted to woke up in his arms, but nothing was like before. Everything have changed.

Once she entered in her room, she closed the door behind her silently. Her stomach was still tied in knots. Whatever happened last night, started making her vulnerable. Palming her face into her hands, she imagined his every possible reaction after waking up. Pressing her back against the door she slid on the floor. Clutching her knees to her chest, she trembled in her cold empty room.

“Manik won’t accuse me for this night. No he won’t....!” She was mumbling like insane person. Her only wish was for him to never remember any moment of this night. She was scared, if he eventually found out about her sleeping with him, he might see her as the worst woman.

“Oh God, he was drunk, hopefully he would forget everything. Yes he will...!” She was answering to her own questions.

She stood up and went to take shower, to get ride of his cologne, which was blossoming at her each pore of skin. Turning on warm water she took long shower to sooth her aching muscles. Each time she closed her eyes, each moment of last night came rushing back into her mind.

After a long shower she went at front of mirror. Her eyes got stuck at bluish marks, her man left at every place of her body. She felt like, he marked her. Every inch of her was screaming she was his, and only his. Her fingertips touched hickeys and a tingling sensation forced her eyes to shut itself. She dried herself and wearing a bathrobe she went out. She fell on bed without changing into clothes. She didn’t have strength to do so. She didn’t want to close her eyes. She wanted to stop the time at this moment. How she was going to face him, all consequences were making her heart to beat at unusual pace. She turned at her side and once again she hissed in bittersweet tingles.