Finding You Again( Sequel To IFY)

Part2_I'll always love you

I was standing in the middle of the road, surrounded by long trees. Empty branches without any leaf. Drops of rain cutting its way through the winds falling at me. I was feeling really cold. Everything getting darker as light fading away slowly.

I couldn't listen any thing around me except the fast beating of my heart, gruesome but silent uproar of wind. I walked everywhere but seems like I lost my way, I forgot every way which will take me to him. Lightening thunder setting me off in fear and trepidation.

"I love you, I'll always love you baby girl...!" A distant voice echoed all around me. My breath caught in my throat when I felt it was him. I spun around making me imbalanced. I looked every where but I couldn't see anyone. Suddenly I felt his breaths fell at my ear. I turned around and he was there with brightest smile. I felt my face drained with any warmth or colour when I once looked up, directly into melting pool of chocolaty gaze.

I clamped my arms around him with heartbeat too wild and loud in my ears. He didn't move he didn't hold me back. I moved back slowly still clinging to him. He raised his hand up and touched my face softly. I leaned into his palm like being touched by him was heaven. Rain started pouring down so hard that it was making really hard to see anything around us.

"Why are you so sad. You aren't alone. I'll always be there with you. Just feel me....!" As he said I placed my hands at his heart but I felt nothing. I couldn't feel his heart beat. I just stared into his eyes. His deep penetrating gaze stopped shortly at my eyes before it wandered at my whole pitiful figure from head to toe.

"Manik why I can't feel any thing. Why I can't feel your heart....!" I asked him all drowned into his deep unfathomable eyes. My shivering hands getting cold and damp with sweat.

"I'll always be here. Feel it.....!" He smiled leaning down slowly he pressed his cold lips against mine. I stood there closing my eyes in dawned cloudy and cold night. Whiff of cold air and rain slashing at me. The time his lips left mine I felt sudden emptiness. As I opened my eyes he wasn't there. He was gone, I raised my hand up to touch my lips. Still I can feel warmth of his lips there.

"I'll always be there for you. I'll love you forever...!" Once again I heard the voice but it was getting more distant. Voice faded away totally, I ran every where screaming his name but he was no where. Fear enveloping me with a surge of anxiety.

"nandniiiii....!" I listened his voice. He was calling me. Then I saw his body hanging down at the edge of cliff.

"Manik....!" screaming my head off I raced down the hill to reach him. I fell at my knees to grip his hand. But he was slipping down. I was crying mercilessly to pull him up but it feels like I lost my whole strength already.

"Manik....! No I won't let you go. I will hold you. Please manik....!" I was just crying, I was thrilled to death, then I felt I cant hold him any more. In choked devastation I watched him slipping off from my hands, falling into deepest valley of mountains. I could hear my horrified screams. I let out piercing shouts making my throat dry and lungs strained. My world exploded in one blink. I felt my head heavy when every thing around me started spinning around.

Suddenly I woke up and my uneasy howling in anguish brought me back in my senses. My breathing was still shallow and fast. My whole figure was shivering. I looked up and suddenly Palmed my eyes shielding against the brightness of morning. Slowly I uncovered my eyes and saw around in my room. It was my dream. No one was there, he wasn't there. He was gone. Once again leaving me alone with complete emptiness and sorrowful destruction.

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"There is just pain, misery, helplessness with every passing day without him. Every night my eyes give up whenever I close them to sleep because I had witnessed a dreadful day. The day I lost everything and I know it will haunt me forever...!" She closed her eyes, expecting that may be when she will open them, the darkness from her life will be less suffocating. She looked everywhere and realization washed over her in alternating waves of pain and numbness.