Something, That I Regret

2. Fool

Loving Kim Taehyung was Jungkook's probably worst mistake. He didn't know how to go with his flow. He didn't know how to accept him fully. That was one of the reason he decided to end it.

Yes, he loved him. But that was it. He didn't accept him neither did he try to understand him. He just simply fell in love with him. With the thought of him, with the way he was loved. And with the idea of loving.

Because he thought that love was enough. Enough to keep them together forever.

He was still a kid, after all. He loved, he was loved and then it ended. Seeing Taehyung doing so well in the present makes him feel something he didn't know he would feel. It creates a pit in his stomach and he can hear his heart shattering like pieces of glass.

He admits. It breaks him. It saddened him. But it was not enough to make him feel like he would rather be with Taehyung again than to be with Sara, his new girlfriend.

"Heya, Kookie!" Jimin greeted as he entered the room with an ever so cheerful smile. "Hey. Uh.. Taehyung went here. Have you umm.. Seen each other?" He asked, still awkward of what happened earlier.

"Oh, yeah! Thank you so much for assisting him here. He gets really shy around other people than me." Jimin giggled and the smile never fades his lips.

Yeah, I know. But please don't forget that your 'best friend' was once my boyfriend and he wouldn't get shy around me. Awkward would be the right answer. Jungkook would've answered.

After a little talk, some of the students entered the room and they all started their works. Jungkook was quietly working on his painting and while he was thinking of ideas, he spotted Jimin giggling silently on his phone. Talking to Taehyung, probably.

"Kim Taehyung, Jimin?" A student probably a year higher asked. "What? Pfft! No, hyung!" Jimin brushed off rolling his eyes. Okay, maybe a year year higher. Jungkook had stared at them and listened to their conversation about Taehyung for a while that he didn't manage to start his work.

"Jungkook? You haven't started anything yet? The exhibit is in a week?!" Jimin exclaimed as he took a round to check their paintings. "Sorry, I couldn't think of anything to paint. I'm sorry." He whispered.

"It's okay. Just be sure to have it by next week, okay? I'm sure you can do it by then, Jungkook. Anyway, I have to go. See you, guys!" Jimin waved his hand to his members and walked out of the room.

"He's very bubbly. He suits Taehyung so much."

Attitude doesn't mean everything.

"I know, right? They're like soulmates!"

What if they weren't?

"I wish they would just come out and tell everyone that they're together!"

Not everybody likes a public relationship. Taehyung doesn't like public relationships. Taehyung is possessive and doesn't like his possession being known to the world.

Wha-?! Stop it, Jeon Jungkook. Stop acting like you know Taehyung so well. Maybe he changed?

"Why am I talking to myself? Fool."

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