Broken

Chapter 2: Her

Kevin's POV:

I woke up to my phone ringing. I rolled over to turn it off. It rung again. I finally picked it up and discovered why it was ringing. It was my alarm clock. I groaned then sat up. I rubbed my eyes. Mmm something smells good. I smelled bacon. Go on down there and get some. I really don't feel like it Randy. Fine then starve. Either why we're gonna die anyway. True.

I looked around for my blades. This time I'm gonna do it. Thus time it'll work. "Looking for these?" Said a voice. I looked over and saw one of my many caretakers Manny holding all of my blades in a big Ziploc bag. I frowned then rolled my eyes. "Whatever man." I said then laid back down. He pulled the covers off me. "Oh my God dude." I said.

"Get up. You got school." He said. "Judge said didn't have to go back till September 16th." I said, as I tried to warm myself in a fetus position. "That's today." He said. "No its not." I said. It was muffled because I had my face in my pillow. "Look at your phone." He said. I picked it up:September 16, 7:35. Oh God. I sighed. "Alright I'm getting up." I said. He just stood there.

"Ok you can leave. I can dress myself." I said. "Nope can't trust ya kid. Last time one us left you alone to change, you jumped out of a window. Not risking it." He said. Oh my God, they are on my ass. Try to sneak away. I looked around for anything that could get me a way out. "Don't even try anything kid. There's people on the roof, outside, all watching you." He said. Never mind. That plan's out. No kidding. "Fine I'll just get dressed in front of you."I said, as i went to the bathroom.

There was another dude in there. I sighed. "Hey Terrance." I said. "Hey kid. Don't do anything." He said, as he was on his phone. "Man when are y'all gonna leave me alone?" I asked. "Til you get better. Which is never." He laughed. I stared at him. It took everything in me not to punch him. People like him are the reason I'm trying to kill myself. I took my shower then put on some clothes.

I looked out the window. There was two dudes staring at me. Whoa. He wasn't joking when he said there was people on the roof. No kidding. Damn can I do anything without being watched?  I walked downstairs and saw my mom cooking. "Hey baby. I hope you slept well. Here's your breakfast." She said all cheerful. I was staring at the stove. It was still on. She followed my gaze and quickly turned it off. I rolled my eyes. I wasn't gonna do anything that involved the stove. I want my death quick and painless not long and painful.

"Why are you so cheerful this morning?" I asked her. "Because you're going back to school today." She said excitedly. I stared at her. She doesn't want me here? "But I mean that in a good way baby. Its just that I wanna go back to work without having to worry about you. I mean I worry about you but -" I cut her off. "I get it mom. Just stop. Please." I said and walked off. I grabbed my keys and walked outside. "Uh uh. I don't think so kid." Manny said. Oh my Jesus Christ. I can't do anything. A few more guys got in.

I found out they were there to be in each of my classes. This is gonna be a long day. Yeah no shit. I didn't like being constantly babysat. I got on my phone and seen I was tagged in a LOT of news. All about my suicide attempts. This day could not get worse. I used my Irish Intel to figure out why i was tagged. It was all because of a video of me crying and cutting myself. Charlotte!! I used my intel to find out where the video started off and to have taken down.

They couldn't do anything about it. Its been viewed and shared so many times they couldn't take it down. And this is why I keep trying to kill myself. To escape this world. "Yo Kevin. Let's go." Said Manny. I groaned and got out. I walked to the cafeteria to get breakfast. I didn't want to eat my mom's after what she said. Can't believe she said that. And was happy about me leaving. Please Lord just let me kill myself. Then smelted a familoar scent. Cinnamon. Ugh Charlotte. I decided to confront her about the video. I know she recorded it. I noticed everybody was staring at me, muttering about me. "Fuck y'all looking at?" I yelled. They ran away.