Single Father (mpreg Louis Tomlinson)

Chapter 17

Louis' P.O.V

I didn't want to tell Harry that i was pregnant especially in a heated argument. If harry doesn't support my decision to have this baby then it will be over.

"Louis can we please talk about this instead of you running from me". Harry

"Harold either your going to be a father to our baby or not". I yelled through door

"Boo, let me take you to dinner and we can talk. Please louis just let me take you out like the old days". Harry said

"I want a burger  Lots and lots of burgers". I said smiling at him

"But they make you fart- I glared at him so he knew not to finish his sentence.

"Kids come down stairs, all of you". I yelled from the door.

"Daddy and I are going out for a little while. Lucas you are in charge while we're out and I'm trusting the both of you. Ethan, Mason i expect you both to be home by 11pm. Do i make myself clear" . I scold the four of them

"Yes Mr.Tomlinson". They said together afraid to look in Harry's direction

"I think they should leave now. While were gone they're gonna have sex. We have one kid thats pregnant already we don't need Lucas to be the second". Harry said

"I trust them Harry and Luke and i talk about everything, he's still a virgin and wants to wait until the time is right. I don't want to talk about this anymore so lets go before i change my mind". I shouted

We drive for about 20 minutes to Jackson's which is the best burger joint outside of town. The car ride was silent and awkward. It gave me a bad feeling that things might be over for me and harry

Lucas P.O.V

"I trust them Harry and Luke and i talk about everything, he's still a virgin and wants to wait until the time is right. I don't want to talk about this anymore so lets go before i change my mind". Daddy said

Oh my god, i cant believe he just said that out loud. Especially in front of Ethan, this cant not be happening. Now he's probably going to break up with me and i don't think i can handle that.

"Im gonna go die on my room now so bye guys". I said running up the stairs only to hear footsteps behind me.

"Is what your dad said true Lucas". He asked and i nod my head

"Is that why you freaked out the other day when i went for the condom. I just assumed you've had sex before and thought it was ok since we've done other things". He asked and i nod again.

"I know you had sex before Ethan and your good at it but I'm not. Im just a scared because i want to be better then the people you've been with. I just get so nervous and start to over think things". I finally told him the truth.

"Babe i love you so much and I've never said that to anyone. Your first time with me will be our first time together and that scares the hell out of me. It wont just be sex it'll be the first time i ever made love to someone and i want to make it special for you. I don't care if we don't have sex, we can wait for how ever long you want okay". Ethan said

"I love you too so much Ethan". I said and kissed him

"You better, i should head home before  Harry thinks I've gotten you pregnant which i wouldn't mind doing". He said with a smirk

"That seems to be the trend in this house lately. Ill tell you this, in the future when we're married and have enough money to support kids ill give you some". I said it being not so much of a joke. We said our goodbyes and i love yous and parted ways

"Harry's P.O.V

"Let me get two monster bacon cheeseburgers with everything on it with french fries and two pepsis". I said the young boy who took our orders.

Louis and I walked to our table and sat down quietly. I love you louis and our family with all my heart but ive been feeling like we are drifting apart. I think he notices too and thats probably why he wants to keep this baby. We don't really spend enough time together because we're both always working late or either one of us is always sleeping. Im gonna fight for my family but at the same time I'm thinking when is it ok to stop.

"I cant believe you knew she was pregnant and you didn't tell me". I said

"Your right i should have told and i was wrong for that but your way of dealing with things were wrong as well. You cant blame all this on me though. We both haven't been the best parents lately.

"This shouldn't be so hard louis".

"Harry, whats happening with us. Things aren't the same and i don't like that. We've been together for over 8 years and your right it shouldn't be this hard". Louis said softly

"It sounds like were not happy at least not all the time and bringing a baby into that wont fix it. You've been a parent since you were 18 years old, ive only been doing this for the past 8 years and now we've gotta raise courts baby and ours. This is just too much louis."

"There it is. Ive been waiting for you to cop out and you've done it. Your right i have been doing this for 18 years and I've done a great job. I have had to sacrifice so many things in my life just to make sure my kids were taken care of and i have no regrets. My kids are my life and we don't need anyone who is going to keep running in and out of our lives. I can find my own way home, Goodbye Harold.

What the hell is wrong with me, god I'm so stupid. Louis only calls me Harold when he wants me the most and i just let him walk away. I already miss half of my kids lives growing up and now i wont miss out on this baby

"Louis wait". I screamed out

Louis turned around and started to walk towards me. My family is all i have and i have to prove that to them. I don't know if louis and I are going to be together or not but we are stuck together for the sake of our kids.

It was then i snapped out of my thoughts to see louis running across the road. The horn beeped loudly and i tried to make my way towards him

"SOMEBODY HELP US!! PLEASE, SOMEBODY CALL AN AMBULANCE!!" I yelled out

"Its gonna be okay baby i promise. Just keep your eyes open, talk to me about the baby Louis". I cried out to him

"I... I hope he looks like y..you b..ut..but with my eyes". Louis said almost in a whisper.

"You know I'll be

Your life

Your voice

Your reason to be

My love

My heart

Is breathing for this

Moment

In time

I'll find the words to say

Before you leave me today

I love you Louis Tomlinson". I sang to him waiting for the paramedics